Hi I'm so sorry about your husband but I know exactly how you feel ,I feel I have lost my husband for the 2 years he has had bowel cancer ,I get angry and then I feel guilty then tearful it's like a merry go round that doesn't stop ,and because he has cancer and obviously it's not his fault it's hard to tell people how I feel without seeming a total *** ,it's horrible cancer is so cruel 

Hi I'm sorry about your husband dignoses. It is really difficult my emotions are up and down which doesn't help as I have bipolar. I'm trying my very best to cope he's the most important person in my life. I have never been interested in my own social life it's always just been me and Ian. He's my best friend and my rock. Now the tables have turned. It's my turn to stand up and look after him. It is hard but I have to do it don't get me wrong I woudnt want anyone else to look after him. It's been so quick how our lives have changed. I hate this evil disease x

Hi I'm sorry about your husband dignoses. It is really difficult my emotions are up and down which doesn't help as I have bipolar. I'm trying my very best to cope he's the most important person in my life. I have never been interested in my own social life it's always just been me and Ian. He's my best friend and my rock. Now the tables have turned. It's my turn to stand up and look after him. It is hard but I have to do it don't get me wrong I woudnt want anyone else to look after him. It's been so quick how our lives have changed. I hate this evil disease x