Hi feeling very low today , my dad is just sleeping most of the day , and up most of the night , he does not like a dark room , the docs say his lung cancer has not got any worse but he is going down hill everyday i just hope he makes xmas , iam worried sick about him and its starting to take its toll on family life my wife & myself are hardly speaking as iam so low , iam off on holiday for the rest of the year and i might just go back to work as will go mad in the house , i would go down to my mum & dads but still cant except he has cancer and he is going to die probadly in the next couple of weeks , thanks x
