Hi Brian

Thanks for your kind thoughts.  You are right about my visit this evening - very mixed emotions but  no one can be absolutely sure of how long they  may have so she is still very much making the most of things at the moment.  Have a bottle of plonk to share and we will be catching up on all the family gossip (we first met when we were both expecting our first child) .  She has got to the end of one bucket list and says she needs to think of more stuff to do (so perhaps I can give her a few ideas!!!).  Her youngest son is hot-footing it back from Australia where he has been working (may actually be back by the time I get there this evening) which will definitely give her something extra to smile about.  Have a feeling it will be a lot harder when I leave than when I arrive.

Hubby has been kept company all day today with the neighbours' cats and think they may understand each other better than I do  Anyhow Hubby was reasonably cheeful when I got home from work and providing I keep the conversation away from 'illness' topics he has been a little more relaxed. Could it be that slowly by surely he is adjusting to enforced retirement - time will tell.

Glad you enjoyed the company of the grandchildren and  your 'cheeky chappy' sounded on good form.  Tomorrow our eldest grandson has his Christmas assembly and he is a Narrator and has learnt his lines (2 of them!!). All being well one of  us will go with my daughter to watch whilst the other is left holding the baby at home (as it will be feed time and no one wants a howling 8wk old in the hall!! - he is also due to have his first injections so pretty sure he will make himself heard!!!

Have a lovely weekend and very pleased that the plans in place for the woodclub are helping it all run more smoothly for the 2014 membership - well done.  take care  Jules x

Hi Jules,

Brother in law is having his scan today to see if the cancer had escaped from the prostate. He wont get results for a couple of weeks but like me when I was waiting for the results of my scans, I know what a worrying time it can be. My wife wont admit it to me, but she has been talking a lot about her childhood today and I'm pretty sure it's her way of worrying about her brother as he is the last close relative she has left from her side of the family.

Int he last couple of weeks she has taken an interest in jig-saw puzzles so I bought her one from the garden centre and have just had one on those under-bed tabled arrive this week for her to do it on. It can be angled towards you and has a slightly lipped edge to stop anything sliding off the table. No doubt if she gets to a hard point, she will call on my help. It's something neither of us have done for years.

On Wednesday, after having her meal with us, my granddaughter went to Brighton ice skating for the first time with the Adventures group she recently joined and had a great time. She asked if I had ever been and I told her no, if I had I would have spent most of the time on my rear end.

I hope your husband's more cheerful mood continues as it must be a big relief for you. Hope you didn't drink to much of the plonk but more importantly that you and your friend had a lovely evening together.

Have a relaxing and peaceful weekend best wishes, Brian

Hi Jules,

Hope you had an enjoyable evening at your friends.  It must have been very emotional for you both.  Glad to hear that hubby has been a little more upbeat and hope that your Mum will follow suit.  I am trying to keep busy at the moment as I find this is the best way to deal with this time of year.  Take care. Hopex

Brian,  I do hope everything went OK with your brother-in-laws scan.  A very anxious time waiting for results.  Thinking of you Hope x

Hi Brian and Hope.

Am hoping I can get this post through as are having problems with our router at present and internet is up and down!!!

Brian,hope  it will be as good as news as is possible for your brother in law.  One thing is for sure, he will have fantastic support from you and your wife during this time.  Ahhhh   jigsaws! many a happy hour spent on these during both childhood and that of my children and now with our eldest grandson (he has just moved up to 100 pcs as the smaller ones were being done too quick!!).

Hope, sending you peaceful thoughts both now and throughout the coming season which is difficult time for all those who have lost loved ones.  My Dad loved Christmas whilst my Mum never has and this week has returned to 'the doldrums'.  I was lucky to have three weeks of good visits .

Been a mixed week all round.  My friend had to postpone our evening as there had been family problems unrelated to her illness during the day and she said she was emotionally wrecked. We had a chat by phone instead and the following evening I had a happier text with her usual upbeat character back in place bless her.  The wine is waiting in my fridge ready for our next gossip opportunity.  Her Mac nurse had been in and she now has a frame to help her balance indoors and she says its a 100% improvement.  Although they can do nothing more for the tumours in her brain they are happy to continue with her infusion for the bone cancer as in the short term this should help.  She is full of grit thats for sure!!  She has a new grandchild due in March and has set this as her new goal.

My daughter and family were due to  be away at the inlaws this week but his car has 'given up' and now for a small cash sum lies in the 'crusher'.  As my duaghter's car is too small for them all to make the trip (bearing in mind what you need to take for an 8wk old baby!!) they are now staying home and taking the children to meet Father Christmas this lunchtime instead.  The inlaws are going to pop in on their way to other family early Christmas Eve before we all go to hubby's sister.  Hopefully in the New Year they will be able to get enough funds together to get another 'cheap' set of wheels to share (son in law now has small company car for work so plan is to scrap my daughter's current car too  and have one slightly larger family motor).

Have busy week ahead at work plus visit to Mums with my daughter and the baby (Mum told us to stay away but thats no going to happen!!). We also have daughters post natal check plus Zack's 8 week check and first injections (all being well I am going along as extra pair of hands) and we will visit Mum afterwards.  Later in the week I hope to catch up with a few mates pre festivities and at the weekend we have a 50th wedding anniversary party to attend.

As the grandchildren will be popping in later today I have spent the last hour decorating the house with festive cheer (though we do not yet have our real tree in place  probably tomorrow).

Wishing you both a peaceful weekend.  Sending hugs  Jules xx

Morning Jules,

Sorry I haven't been around this last week but have been on the road visiting Mum in law in Hove and staying with daughter and son IL with extra cuddle time with little Ava.

Things never stay still in life do they. Reading up on all thats been happening in your life it's been full on agan. Was sorry to hear about your close friend, what a gutsy lady.I do hope she achievs her bucket list. I am sure you'll get your time with her and that bottle of wine. A special time it will be.

Your daughters xmas plans have now changed, sorry to hear about the car, don't these things go wrong before Christmas!!! timing is what its all about.

I hope your Mum perks up again for Christmas and enjoys seeing your daughter and the baby.

I had quiet a lot of cuddles with Ava this week, she has got amazing head control for a 3 monther. She also loves standing up on you. Lots of gurgles.chats and smiles which is all very heart warming. She is now sleeping 8 to 9 hours at night but doesent sleep that long in the day.

Manange to see son and his girlfiend as well which was lovely.

This week it's decorating 3 Christmas trees for the cottages, making the beds and finishing the Christmas cakes. Final few presents to buy for husband and final wrapping.

Visiting my parents next Sunday for lunch and then settle down to last lot of food shopping.

I wish you and your husband and family a lovely time at Christmas. Will still be around to chat but wanted to send you wishes now whilst brain is in gear.

hugs

Annabelxx.

Hi Annabel

Lovely to hear you have had time with family, especially Ava - they grow so quickly.  Zack is doing well and has also begun to go a little longer at night (he is now 8 weeks and 13lb 10oz and clinic very pleased with both of them) but still manages naps morning and afternoon of around 2hrs which is great.  Reflux has improved with change of milk and he rarely needs the medicine now which is good.  Daughter back to normal too which makes a huge difference.  We are altogether (13 at last count) at my sister in laws from 24th - 27th and as she is more in the country am looking forward to walks with their dogs, weather permitting.  We usually  manage at least one each day and having the dogs, someone is always available for 'walkies'.  Wellie boots will be packed too!!

Having problems with interenet access at present - possibly due to dodgy router - so will send you lots of virtual hugs for the festive season (see your are getting into the spirit with decorations in the cottages, lovely) and hope you and all the family have a wonderful time and a peaceful New YEar.  Don't overdo it.  Jules xx

hi Jules,

Your Zack sounds like a big boy, bless him. Ava is making good progress but weighs in now at about 10lbs.It's good his reflux is improving. Ava seems to be a bit of a windy baby, positing quite a lot, I think she's just greedy and takes her milk very quickly.

I took down one of these baby bean bags I had seen on ebay. Ava seems to like it and so does Charlotte as she can put her down safely when Ava has fallen asleep after her feed. Maybe they will get some quite moments with it's use.

I hope you and your family have a lovely time it sounds like you will. Dog walks are always part of the day here too, but I do hope the weather is dry unlike now. !!

Speak soon

hugs

Annabel. xx

Afternoon Jules,  Just popped on the say "hello", hope you are OK and getting organised for Christmas.  Bet eldest grandson is beyond excited by now!  I've been keeping myself really busy this week, met up with several friends and have been doing the never-ending shopping.  It's a difficult time and the slightest things seem to set me off, but I am looking forward to tomorrow when I finish work, youngest finishes school and eldest finishes Uni.  We are all going away so will catch up again in a short while.  Meanwhile wishing you and your family a Happy Christmas, and hope the kids keep hubby's spirits up.  Hope xx

Hi Hope

Lovely to have your message when I got in from work.  Thank you for  you good wishes which are returned along with hugs.  Wishing you and the family a lovely holiday and am sure it will do you all good to get some well deserved rest, relaxation and family time.  I have one more work day (Monday) before I too get a break (go back on the 30th!).  One thing about having Christmas away is that apart from the gift shopping (done some time back) there is very little for me to worry about other than getting there!!  Hubby has been out today and stocked up on all his medication and got his hair cut.  He has spoken to his support  contact (she rang him a couple of days ago) and visited/spoken to a few old friends in the past week or so.  Still sleeping quite a lot so the pain relief definitely working which is great news (I am assuming all this of course!!) and he has even babysat so things are a little brighter just now. We have a social event (Golden Wedding) to go to on Saturday evening but its only a couple of miles away and will have Sunday to go visit my Mum again.  She held her great grandson (now 9 weeks!!) on Tuesday and we have the photo to prove it!!

Hope to be chatting again in 2014 but thanks for all your kind words and support these past months. Sending you peaceful thoughts and best wishes.  Jules xx