So hubby has finally been told by Oncologist no more treatment has he is too poorly.

So trying to support him best I can but I think he is deteriorating quite quickly

He is very sleepy and has reduced eating and drinking but is still able to have full conversations between snoozing

It is hard to see him so frail and he is upset that he might not get to see his new grandchild arrive 

I am on a knife edge each time I go into his room but also hoping he just goes to sleep and his suffering ends soon

It is so hard to watch and know nothing can change what will happen.

We tell each other we love each other.

It is such a impactful thing being a carer to your spouse ....To anyone out there in similar situation sending strength

RB