Hey there, sorry to hear about your situation. I'm in a similar boat with my parents, and it's really hard to know how to help isn't it!

At the weekend my dad was really ill and he didn't want to see me either, but I knew my mum was struggling so I drove up to support her. I found that actually helping with some of the practical stuff around the house was a great way to 'help' but without getting involved in the care duties. Their fridge for example was a mess as they haven't been in a normal routine, so I cleaned that out. I also did a shop run and helped them sort some things out around the house.

I'm not sure if this will make your mum feel better, but it seemed to lift my mum's spirits and I think just having some company helped her too. 

As for my dad, I've tried to just connect with him however I can, talking about music and films and sports over WhatsApp/the phone to give him some distractions without getting into the heavy subjects. Or old memories, which are nice to connect over and are helping me get past the 'numb' feelings!

Sending lots of hugs, hope this helps in any way x

Hi HLP

I was in a similar position with my Dad who sadly passed away in March from prostate cancer.  My dad was a very proud man and initially just wanted my mum to look after him but as he grew weaker he accepted that it was getting too much for my elderly mum so I took over the care.  

I'm sure that your dad would understand that your mum needs help.  It's extremely difficult to see a proud man crying and I had many tearful conversations with my dad.  You will find the strength to cope.  Spend as much time with your dad as is possible.  Time is prescious.  Accept as much help as you possibly can from anyone that offers it.  You're feeling numb because it's a shock and if you are like me then you're trying to stay strong and show your mum that she can depend on you for support.

Sending you love and strength to cope x

Hi HLP

I was in a similar position with my Dad who sadly passed away in March from prostate cancer.  My dad was a very proud man and initially just wanted my mum to look after him but as he grew weaker he accepted that it was getting too much for my elderly mum so I took over the care.  

I'm sure that your dad would understand that your mum needs help.  It's extremely difficult to see a proud man crying and I had many tearful conversations with my dad.  You will find the strength to cope.  Spend as much time with your dad as is possible.  Time is prescious.  Accept as much help as you possibly can from anyone that offers it.  You're feeling numb because it's a shock and if you are like me then you're trying to stay strong and show your mum that she can depend on you for support.

Sending you love and strength to cope x