My husband has cancer and I Am lost

My hero has been diagnosed with myeloma. He is my rock for over 22 years and to think of a life without him is unbearable. I literally am on the verge of crying at any moment and can barely talk to anyone. We have 3 grown up children who all live away and although I have a good friends and family network when it's just me and him I just can't seem to get past the thought of living without him.  Just writing this makes me feel I'm being self indulgent and to pull myself together.  I try and keep hold of the positive stories I've read,  I Just can't keep those thoughts at the front of my mind. 

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  • Aw Michelle , same boat but my partners stage 4 pancreatic ( terminal ) has had major ops and chemo and radiation but now it's back he's gone yellow this week and not well at all , oncology appt tomorrow I've no hope anymore , my heart is breaking , keep up your hope hun it might all be ok , I had breast cancer 2013 , ops , chemo , radiation and I'm still here . I just so hate cancer it's so cruel xxx keep going , no one knows what tomorrow will bring even if they are healthy xx

  • Thank you for replying, especially when you yourself have and are going through so much. The not knowing has had me in a tailspin. I wish your husband all the best and of course you too. I can't tell you how much it means for someone to reply to me. (I don't want to burn out my lovely family and friends) x

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  • Thank you for replying, especially when you yourself have and are going through so much. The not knowing has had me in a tailspin. I wish your husband all the best and of course you too. I can't tell you how much it means for someone to reply to me. (I don't want to burn out my lovely family and friends) x

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