I've had mad loss of sleep and panic attacks since finding out my results of my smear test coming back as having HPV abnormal cells and infection. I have my hospital appointment coming up for my colposcopy and I've honestly never been so scared. I'm 29 and it was my first smear test and thinking back on sexual partners feeling more worried I've not been checked sooner and ive had something from a long time ago left untreated, ive always had bad water infections or random abdominal pains. My brain is going mad im thinking the worst. Not sure what im asking, just for someone to share some light maybe
