I was invited to the National Bowel Screening Unit to do a FIT test which has come back positive. I have no symptoms (or at least I didn't but my stupid mind is making me think I have loads!). I do get tiny amount of bleeding due to anal fissures which I have had for years. I also had a lot of diarrohea recently, which has cleared up now. I do drink too much wine since lockdown as on furlough so that may caused it? Anyway, I have convinced myself that I have cancer and am dreading the colonoscopy. I am a control freak and can't stand the thought of sedation! Any wise words of comfort?