Hi Bethanne,

I read your story and I am going through something similar just now. A couple of lumps were found on my cervix and I have been referred urgently to for a cancer pathway appointment. 

During my GP appointment yesterday I was asking the gp about the lumps and she explained that she didn't know what they were, and that's why it's she's referred me. Then she laughed and said that she didn't want to scare me. I didnt really know how to take that. I want to know what the situation is as I have had other worrying symptoms too.

However, I am beyond anxious. I have a 3 year old little girl and find myself thinking the worst. Distraction helps but only for so long until I'm on my own and my mind reels. 

I'm still waiting for my appointment date to come through but the waiting is just awful. It doesn't feel quite real. 
I really hope everything is ok for you. Thank you for being brave and sharing your story. It has inspired me to do the same. 

Thank you for replying. I can completely relate with your worries. I think it's human nature to assume the worst. I am also finding it hard when I'm alone. I have a 2 year old.

I hope your appointment comes in soon as the waiting really is difficult, and I hope everything is okay for you. My appointment came through this morning for next week. 

I think what is difficult is that women are only really examined during a smear test, which we immediately associate with cancer. If this was a postnatal examination to check everything had recovered properly, then I don't think my mind would jump so quickly. 
 

I'm just trying to keep things in perspective, but I'm having a lot of wobbles! 
 

Thanks so much for sharing