Currently waiting for my Lletz treatment to remove cin 3 abnormal cells following an abnormal smear that indicated only low grade changes.  So am worried all the time.  I also have odd and worrying symptoms.  Pelvic pain, a couple of bleeds between periods and also lower back pain and uti symptoms (but it's not!). I'm really worried what they'll find after the lletz treatment. I'm 44 and came off mini pill about 9 months ago due to many hormonal issues.  Just can't stop thinking the worst.   Let me know how you get on. X

Hi ML2519

Thanks so much for your reply. I understand that worry completely and feel for you. The waiting for me is the worst part. I'm awful with waiting and just always fear and think of the worst. I'm terribly with pain so dreading my colposcopy on Monday. I have the coil fitted so if they confirm the high grade they'll do the LLETZ procedure there and then which means they'll have to remove it so that's also now playing on my mind. I'm just so angry right now because I've been suffering these symptoms for over a year now and nothing was done. I finally managed to book a gynaecology appointing for next month but that's taken like a year because of covid etc! At the smear test the nurse went and got a doctor which always worries you and then at the end I said to her why did you go and get a doctor and she said the entrance of my cervix was red raw and inflamed. As I said what gets me the most is the waiting. I just wanna know and deal with it ASAP! I am such a wimp I am dreading Monday but it's got to be done. I will be thinking of you. Let me know how you get on x

Hi ML2519

Thanks so much for your reply. I understand that worry completely and feel for you. The waiting for me is the worst part. I'm awful with waiting and just always fear and think of the worst. I'm terribly with pain so dreading my colposcopy on Monday. I have the coil fitted so if they confirm the high grade they'll do the LLETZ procedure there and then which means they'll have to remove it so that's also now playing on my mind. I'm just so angry right now because I've been suffering these symptoms for over a year now and nothing was done. I finally managed to book a gynaecology appointing for next month but that's taken like a year because of covid etc! At the smear test the nurse went and got a doctor which always worries you and then at the end I said to her why did you go and get a doctor and she said the entrance of my cervix was red raw and inflamed. As I said what gets me the most is the waiting. I just wanna know and deal with it ASAP! I am such a wimp I am dreading Monday but it's got to be done. I will be thinking of you. Let me know how you get on x

Yes, the waiting is definitely awful.  Sorry you had to wait so long to get seen.  My appt. is in a couple of weeks so will let you know how I get on.  
Take care. X