Breast biopsy results appointment pending

Hey all,

 

So yesterday I came home from work to a letter with my appointment to get my biopsy results. My appointment is Weds coming and I'm now completely freaking out.

I was told that my results appointment would "most probably" be virtual. My appointment is face to face with the consultant and I have completely convinced myself that means it's bad news. I'm going out of my mind with worry. I feel sick. I haven't told anybody either. 

I'm just over worrying now. Is it cancer? Is it treatable? What impact is it going to have on my life? Will I need time off work? What about my mortgage and finances? Everything is running through my mind. I dont have a partner or children. I'm 35. I feel so alone right now.

I feel like this post is dramatic as I don't know either way right now. But I feel here is the only place I can write how I feel. I've been so calm and collected till now, told myself deal with it when you have too. But now I'm absolutely thinking the worst. 

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  • [@Syl85]‍ 

    I can imagine the fear your going through it must be a bit of a shock to have a face to face results meeting. I have my appointment at breast clinic on monday so im a bit behind you with getting diagnosis of my lumps but im getting very aprehensive now.  I had an aunt who went to her biopsy result last year face to face and she was distraught as we were in the lockdown ect, but they needed to see her as they needed to remove the fibroadenomas they found even though they were benign. 

    I do hope all goes well for you on weds i will be thinking of you on the day. Plese let us know how you go on xxx

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  • [@Syl85]‍ 

    I can imagine the fear your going through it must be a bit of a shock to have a face to face results meeting. I have my appointment at breast clinic on monday so im a bit behind you with getting diagnosis of my lumps but im getting very aprehensive now.  I had an aunt who went to her biopsy result last year face to face and she was distraught as we were in the lockdown ect, but they needed to see her as they needed to remove the fibroadenomas they found even though they were benign. 

    I do hope all goes well for you on weds i will be thinking of you on the day. Plese let us know how you go on xxx

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  • Thank you for taking time to reply. I think we have spoken on another post too. Hope your appointment goes well on Monday.

     

    Oh bless her, it's terrifying, it really is. It's the unknown that's horrible. When I went to my appointment they did say its suspected cluster of fibradenoma's. So hoping it is just that. But knowing my appointment is now face to face makes me sick with worry. I'll update afterwards, thank you. xxx