Hi, I had a smear in jan 2020 which was abnormal was to go back 6 months later but I was missed and was sent an apology letter and was seen in December I got my results 2 weeks ago which states I have hpv and abnormal cells and need to go for a colposcopy am a nervous wreck now can't stop thinking about it the letter said I would be seen within 8 weeks but these last 2 weeks have dragged. I am in the depo jag and don't have a period however I have noticed some clear discharge, I feel like there's pressure but I don't know if it's mind over matter and recently during sex I got extremely bad like period cramp to the point my leg was shaking with the pain also have seen people on here saying about cramp on leg I have been getting this for just over a year but I put it down to my back operation is this a symptom? Am 30 and only have one child, I really need appt to be quick to put my mind at ease :(