I just wanted to offer you a hug. I'm waiting on surgery atm and don't know of i have ovarian cancer but I thought even though I know nothing some response is better than none. I hope that someone with experience will come along and make you feel a bit more hopeful soon x

Hey lovely, saw this post and thought it might be better to reply on as the other one has lots of people who have responded to someone else and they might not want our updates! 
I totally get what you are saying, I think the fear is worse than anything else! So many sad stories out there but at the same time some really happy positive ones. Just think we need to keep our positivity and try our best to beat this horrible situation! 
I'm concerned mine went too far before my op, I got told by my consultant they nearly didn't go thru with the op as things were such a mess once they opened me up. They also said that if my op had of been a week or two later then they wouldn't have operated. Would've had to have chemo to reduce, then my op then further chemo! I'm so grateful they didn't give up on me!! 
I'm under no illusions that chemo is going to be a breeze and know it will get worse each time. Have you changed your diet or started with any additional supplements? 
just think after your next one you are half way thru! 
how did you get on with your mammogram? I haven't stopped checking mine since all of this! 
It would be nice to keep in touch and hear how you are getting on, I think I'm only 2 weeks behind you! It's reassuring to know there are people who are going through the same thing. 
Take care and happy Easter! Xx

Hey how are you getting on? 
Have you got a date yet? 
xx

Hi please relax a bit I know its hard but it can be done.

Mines a bit different but should give you an idea I hope,I was diagnosed with prostate cancer gone to lymph nodes spine ribs pelvis and a lung that was in Feb 2016 I've been on palative care since. But carrying on and fighting I'm officially carer for my darling wife she has Alzheimer's and Parkinson's plus other things.but we manage through thick and thin, and were still going strong .

You can do the same remember your treatment is still ongoing it does get on your mind and people do think the the worst.

Please keep in touch let us know how it goes .

Keep fighting and positive.

Best wishes for the future.

Billy

Hi

thanks for replying. I totally forgot to update on the breast mammogram recall. I had a scary meeting with the doctor telling me they had seen something on my right breast. Another mammogram was taken and again showed something so they said they wanted ultrasound and then biopsy. The suspicious cyst  burst when she put the needle in confirming it was a cyst. I cannot explain the relief 

I have changed my diet significantly to help boost my immune system. I consulted an Ayurvedic doctor and she has given me natural substances to help with the side effects of chemo. I don't eat meat but have now given up wheat and dairy and feel so much better for doing that.   So I guess I am now vegan by default and really enjoying the change. I love my wine so that ain't part of the change I am making . In addition I have always practiced yoga so after a short spell after my hysterectomy where it wasn't possible, I have now started my practice again. It keeps my body strong and my mind a little more balanced.  Meditation  is taking me time these days as the mind won't keep still. In time I hope that I will be able to find that peace again,  I cannot recommend yoga highly enough. It has literally saved my life

I really hope that we will get through this and come out the other side stronger and healthier. I trust my oncologist and now have to trust my own body to do the extra work to heal.

I am so happy that we can share our experiences and honestly if there is anything you need to ask please don't hesitate

im off to cook a roast, have a big glass of red wine and eat chocolate with my girls and not think about the cancer today. Have  a great rest of the weekend and catch up soon xxx

Billy your response just puts everything into perspective. I am so sorry that you have so much on your plate and yet have found time to respond to my post. Your strength is overwhelming and I will take on board your comments and advice. Keep on going Billy. You are amazing. Thank you so much

Hey 

I hope you had a lovely Easter with your girls! 
I had my 2nd treatment on Friday,suffering with really achy legs today, very much like last time. 
Had my CA125 results done again last week, last time was November and it was 119, it is now down to 12, am over the moon! I know I have a long battle to fight but it's really helped with my positivity!

Only 4 more treatments to go.

When is your next one? 
How are you feeling? 
xx