I am so low right now, I just need to talk to someone as I am at my wits end as to what is going on with my body. I have been to A&E so many times with no results. I managed to get a gynae referral only for it to be cancelled due to the new covid restrictions and my symptoms are getting worse.

I have written on the board before but now my situation has changed a little and I wonder if ovarian cancer could be likely, than cervical.

Early in the year, I noticed some very faint spotting especially after riding my bike and started having persistent abdominal pain under my left rib - I still have that to this day. I began to ignore it until I felt some bumps down below and took myself to the clinic. I was told I had warts and given a solution, the doctor told me my cervix looked okay but advised me to have a smear. 

I had the smear and the results came back high risk hpv with borderline cell changes. I was asked to do a colposcopy and during that session the nurse who did it told me my cervix looked fine but could not explain the bleeding I was having.

Since then the bleeding has gotten worse, yesterday in particular was like nothing I have ever seen so far - I was not spotting but bleeding. 

I make a note in my period app and I have noticed a pattern, I tend to start spotting during the days that I am ovulating, it's always 7/8 days after my period has finished that I will begin to spot. It's typically watery pink for a few days and then it will stop. If i ride my bike or wear tight trousers then I will spot with ease. I am not sexually active and haven't been for over a year now so I don't really know what is going on. Yesterday I rode my bike and I came back and was bleeding, a little clot came out, then it was a bit brown and now today its period red. I'm also having intense pelvic pain which I did not have before in addition to my left side pain. It's almost like I'm having a period. I have been in tears all day as I have not told anyone what I am going through or about the hpv. 

I feel like the doctors are not taking this seriously and so I mostly suffer in silence, but as this has been persisting every month now I am really worried. I do suffer from IBS so I wonder if it is actually ovarian cancer. One a&e doctor told me I may have fibroids but he did not really check and told me to go and speak with my GP but I really need to see a gynae :(

If anyone can relate or help me out with what they think is going on I would much appreciate it.