Hello Rozza11,

                     about the only good thing in your post is that the lesions have been picked up and are small.Its a scary thought to think that they might be matastatic,lurking about for this length of time.At least your body has had time to recover from the first battering,and hopefully your mind has too.l am well aware of the toll it takes on both,since l can exactly match your journey with the added "benefit" of radiotherapy that did for another body function alongside the neuropathy kindly endowed upon me from the chemo.

                        You have age on your side and hopefully a better understanding of how best to manage  this time around,helping to reduce stress. l cannot say that in your shoes l would relish  your latest challenge,but suspect those of us that have been through this before,have well measured reserves of bloody minded stubborness and determination to call upon, so you will have to pull yours out of storage,dust them down,and put them to good use.

                                                                                       You know what you face,and what you need to do,go to it and come out the other side,

                                                                 best wishes,

                                                                                    David