Hi all,
Sorry if this is gonna be a long story but I want to include as much detail as I can.
A couple weeks ago I discovered a lump on the top of my right testicle. The lump feels small and smooth, and it's actually located on the epididymis rather than on the surface of the testicle. So I booked an appointment with a doctor, I couldn't see my usual GP. He examined it, and couldn't find it, I also couldn't find it typically. He said it didn't meet any red flags and that a cancer lump wouldn't disappear and re appear at will.
So, following that I made an appointment with my actual GP for a second opinion. I was able to find the lump at home prior to my appointment. But soon as I walked in, he couldn't find it either, and neither could I. He reassured me also that lumps that appear and disappear for future reference shouldn't be a concern.
He referred me for an ultrasound just to be sure. But I guess I'm scared that the ultrasound will find something. I can still find the lump sometimes, not always.i keep imagining being diagnosed with cancer and it spreading all over my body and dying.
not sure what to think...
ben