Had my blood test today but my thigh, buttock, arms are painful in the bone and a blood blister has formed in my mouth and have never had this before. I keep thinking the worst and feel unsupported as I have no family and my wife's do not phone me to see how I am or offer to take me to appointments only one friend helps me.
The CT scan for blood in my stools was clear but apparently this does not look at the prostate nor secondarily bone cancer, and am waiting for the inspection of my bottom as an out patient.
I am dreading hearing the results as not sure I can cope as my mother and sister both died from cancer and they were braver than me, feeling very alone and all the help and care I have provided is not being reciprocated, words like were a family which are sprouted do not hold true.
