Hi, would like to know other people's experiences.

I tested HPV+ and have had borderline cell changes as far back as Dec 2017 and even before then was getting skin changes on my vulva. Changes continued to occur very slowly but never caused much issue other than being a bit self conscious of it aesthetically. However from September gone I've had horrendous itching and lesion like sores popping up in several areas. My GP examined the vulva whilst she did my last smear in Dec and she sent me urgently to gynaecology who then sent me to vulvoscopy who then took 6 biopsies 4 weeks ago under general. Was told I would receive the results via post but instead I received an appointment letter to see gynae-vulvoscopy next Wednesday and just yesterday they rang to say they want to do a colposcopy too despite having one done 6 weeks ago that was fine. 

All I can think of is that its clearly VIN and I'm so anxious that theyll suggest surgery as my only option. Know this needs sorting but kinda feel like I wish I hadnt had my smear in Dec where the GP saw my vulva and started this whole process off so I could have continued to be blissfully unaware :(