My 34yearold son was diagnosed with testicular cancer on 18th December last year, at first the outlook was bleak but he was referred and the oncologist began treatment, it had spread to his lungs,abdomen and lymph nodes, He was doing so well, his blood markers were way down and we were so positive,, we knew itd be a long journey but there was hope. Yesterday he was rushed into hospital, hes lost the feeling from the waist down and a scan revealed 4 tumors in his spine, we spoke to the oncologist today and hes puzzled, they,re doing a full body MRI tomorrow, I'm trying to keep positive and we,ll know for sure what's going to happen tomorrow, hes 34 but hes still my baby. We,very lots of support from friends and family and his wee girlfriend is wonderful, it's in the wee small hours like this that it hits you, I'm on sleeping tablets but they,re not working tonight. I,very come on here because its private and I can explain how I feel without upsetting my other son and the rest of the family, I've people I can call but probably not at 4.30am
