Hey, not sure what to say really. I have long term disabling conditions and been living with severe pain for last 15 years. I have ME, Fibro Myalgia, AnkylosIng Spondylitis, polyarthritis & several other health issues. A few days ago I had a consultation after a series of scans and it appears that I have abnormal collections of cells on my spine and pelvis. I've bern told it could be nothing serious bout could be cancer of various forms. Waiting for blood test results and bone scan (results of bloods should have been Monday and my scan has been cancelled due to equipment failure). I now live alone after my partner of 35 years left me in October. I'm trying to deal with things but not sure what to do, how I should feel or whatever. So, I just thought I'd check in and see what advice might be available. Sorry to be a pain or downer for anyone. Thanks, Ray