Yes I understand, sorry this is just really lonely, my grandad just passed away from cancer , me and my family cared for him at home so it would be cruel on my family to even mention this at this time, that's the very earliest the docs can see me , I'm also a carer for my mum who has copd , I've had this for a while (at least 3 months) but have only noticed lately how tired and weak I'm still feeling , before I thought I was just worn out , the lump is not hard or bone like, it just feels really strange and it's like a deep burn and sick feeling after I touch it, (lump is about same size as tipof little finger) I'm not feeling right at all I'm feeling confused , I seem to be eating a lot but weight is disspearing , I keep waking up soaked , I need to know what's going on asap or even if someone else has had these same things and can let me know I would much appreciate it, Sorry if this don't make a lot of sense and thanks for taking the time to read