Traumatic colonoscopy

I am so glad I found this forum as it has made me feel not a complete idiot. This morning I had a colonoscopy for suspected diverticulitis. I was given fentanyl 50mcg& midazolam 2mg ( sedation & pain relief).i am 60 and hv had various procedures thro the years but hv never experienced pain like it .. they only managed a third of the way into the colon and I had to get them to stop. It was utter agony and I was even screaming. like previous  posts I am not a wimp (having suffered severe endometriosis and getting hysterectomy and ovaries removed at 29 .) I used to pass out with the pain so I feel I hv a fairly high pain threshold now. I really think the procedure needs to be looked at and the sedation and pain relief reviewed , as like many have said it did nothing at all for me . I ended up in tears which is not like me and will certainly not be having another colonoscopy. I feel actually traumatised by the whole thing,,, which is just not me . I am very much a “ get on with it & stop complaining “ person. Thank you to all who hv shared there similar posts on this procedure as you hv made me feel less emotional and embarrassed due to the fact I couldn’t continue. The nurses were lovely but no one said that this had happened before making me feel rather pathetic at not carrying on with it.

  • Reading this thread had made me feel a bit less lonely and traumatic after my colonoscopy today. I had one 3 years ago which was uncomfortable but I had a lovely doctor who took his time and gave me rest points to take gas and air and waited for my ok to carry on.Todays one was horrendous. She just shoved it up fast before sedation took effect ( I don’t think it did anything to help anyway) as I was crying in pain and gasping. Blood pressure went through the roof, but she would not slow down or show any concern, until the nurses suggested she stopped altogether , then she slowed down a bit but wasn’t sympathetic to my pain at all. I’ve been teary ever since and will not have it again

  • Hi I had a gastroscopy and a colonoscopy a few days ago with sedation and I completely relate to the unbelievable pain with the colonoscopy, the nurses were lovely and accommodated me they mentioned it may be uncomfortable because I’m thin but they didn’t say anything about the pain even after when I was still crying, after the gastroscopy which was fine the colonoscopy was so painful I was balling and I don’t remember a-lot as the sedation did give the amnesia effect I remember they asked me to stop about 3 or 4 times before I could muster up a word, I decided to continue because I had waited over a year for the appointment as my referral was cancelled without my knowledge and it took months for my GP to find out it was cancelled because there were no records about it. I don’t remember getting back to the main room but it took me a while to calm down and I was crying for another 10-15 minutes as the pain was still there, and even now a few days later it lingers. After going through my photos on my phone I have come to a estimation that both procedures took only 30 minutes which is mind boggling as the colonoscopy alone should be 30 minutes, maybe the doctor was rushing because I was crying but I don’t know. On the colonoscopy report they put that I experienced no pain and was able to talk comfortably which is utterly incorrect. I am only 18 and have had a array of concerning symptoms over the last year which I got no diagnosis for from the colonoscopy. All I know is that I am never doing that again.