Scared of stomach cancer

Hi all, thank you for welcoming me to this forum. I am just so scared right now. I am currently waiting results from endoscopy biopsy, CT scan and ultrasound. I am convinced I have advanced stomach cancer Just to give you a bit of my history, I was diagnosed with IBS 12 years ago. Since that time my symptoms changed to more diarreah. Was referred to gastrologist at one stage as had lots of wind, stomach churning etc , they did scans on both intestines and they were fine so assumed IBS. Then about 4 years ago, I felt food stick in my throat. Endoscopy showed severe oesophagitis with no cause but it cleared by with omeprazole which I have been on ever since. Fast forward a bit and I have since had my gallbladder out due to large gallstone and then last year pancreatitis with no cause. My symptoms got better after then worse, back and forth to GP. loads of blood tests , ovarian cancer, pancreatitis all clear. 

Then I had worse urgent direaher and random horrible stomach pains. My endoscopy shoes bile gastritis no obvious cause ( awaiting biopsies). Last few days I have felt awful. My whole stomach is swollen, I have severe nausea on and off in my upper

Abdomen , stomach pains, diarrhea, sometime yellow sometimes very dark, churning no appetite and fullness. My last blood tests done 2 weeks ago were fine apart from anemia. I am scared that these  latest symptoms  have come on so  quickly that it is something advanced. 

My question is prior to these latest tests , I last had an MRI in January to check on my pancreas, would this have looked at my stomach as well. Also, I know anemia can be a sign but apart from that all other blood tests have been fine. I am aware that all this points to stomach cancer but I wondered how likely it is that this is advanced? 

Thank you

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  • Hi

     how long do you have to wait for your results? In my case a CT or ultrasound is usually 2 weeks ish.

    The waiting is the worst isn't it, you read into everything wrongly too and expect the worst outcome. I've been there believe me many times.

    Please try not to look things up on the internet though, I am the worst for this but although there are many reasons for a symptom, almost everything you search for has a cancer answer and then we hold onto that and can't even remember all the other possibilities for the symptom.

    Hope you get sorted soon and it's good news.

     

     

  • Hi there,

    Thank you so much for taking the time to reply. I should get at least the Ultrasound and CT scan results by Thursday of this week. I'm not sure on the biopsies from the endoscopy. I know it's not long to wait but it seems like forever when you are having awful symptoms and are imagining all sorts!

    You have mentioned you have been there and have had lots of scans etc I do hope whatever you are going through you are doing ok.

    Unfortunately I have already googled everything . In my head I am convinced I already have the worst outcome so I thought i would prepare myself for the diagnosis but  now I realise firstly that nothing can prepare you and I am wasting my time and energy when I should be making the most of each moment so I really am just trying to take each day and not think about tomorrow and today compared to how I have been feeling I do feel quite a bit better so I will try to concentrate on that.

    Thank you once again for taking the time to reply, it really does help to chat on here and as I say I do hope whatever is is you are going through you are doing ok. X

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  • Hi there,

    Thank you so much for taking the time to reply. I should get at least the Ultrasound and CT scan results by Thursday of this week. I'm not sure on the biopsies from the endoscopy. I know it's not long to wait but it seems like forever when you are having awful symptoms and are imagining all sorts!

    You have mentioned you have been there and have had lots of scans etc I do hope whatever you are going through you are doing ok.

    Unfortunately I have already googled everything . In my head I am convinced I already have the worst outcome so I thought i would prepare myself for the diagnosis but  now I realise firstly that nothing can prepare you and I am wasting my time and energy when I should be making the most of each moment so I really am just trying to take each day and not think about tomorrow and today compared to how I have been feeling I do feel quite a bit better so I will try to concentrate on that.

    Thank you once again for taking the time to reply, it really does help to chat on here and as I say I do hope whatever is is you are going through you are doing ok. X

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  • I had a colonoscopy almost 3 weeks ago, a routine one after having bowel cancer twice in the last 5 years. They took a biopsy and I still haven't got the result although I was told everything looked ok. I'm thinking by now if there was anything they would have contacted me.

    My anxiety is awful since my first diagnosis, I calm down and then get a mystery ache or pain and I am as bad as ever again.

    Both my specialist nurses and my GP both have said don't look things up on the internet, everyone is different and reading things just make you worse.

  • Hi ,

    I am so sorry for what you have been through and can completely understand your anxiety. I have had a lot of unexplained symptoms over the years and convinced myself each time that that I've got a brain tumour or am having a heart attack or something else. 

    I too, would have thought if there was anything found on your biopsy you would have been contacted by now, and it does sound as though they are monitoring you closely. 

    You are right, everyone is different and I'm not going to look anything else up on the internet. Far better to get comfort by chatting to lovely people on this forum!

    Thank you once again for chatting to me , it really has helped and I hope you manage to get to relax and have your mind put to rest soon x