Just realised lost 7kg in last few months.  Wear baggy clothes and never had any scales, so did not notice.  Actually even now still do not feel lost any weight.  GP very frank about the possibility of cancer in a 3 minute consultation!  Pancreatic is his best guess.  Well Dr Google is awful when went to find out what that means.. . . 

I have no other symptoms.  However my mind is racing away ahead of any firm diagnosis of cancer.  Treatment no treatment.  Travel and finish my bucket list.  Sort out my will.  How to tell people?  Even thinking about my funeral.  What is the point in working?  How to keep things normal?  NHS is great but very slow when want to know now.