hi everyone. I'm feeling very down so any support would be appreciated especially tom when I hope to get some results. The CT scan didn't go well today although the worst bit was the injection of dye which hurt. The radiographer brought a doctor in and suddenly it was all try to get an appointment with the specialist tom if you can. I could feel the atmosphere had changed so now I'm dreading tom. I am still bleeding after Mondays hysteroscopy probably more than before since January and I just don't know how I am going to cope with any diagnosis and feel it will be news that cancer has spread. I don't know why. How do I cope with this?