Hi everyone, I found a lump a few weeks ago in my breast and put off going to the doctors for about a week as I was scared. U went and felt nervous as to what they would say, yes he felt lump and when I said I have also had fluid leak from my nipple, he asked for me to have a urgent 2 week referral appointment, which I have this Monday 1/4/19. Im very nervous about going and have not really thought about anything else, I’ve tried to keep myself busy which is fine until I stop.
Ive only told my partner, and even then that was about 2 weeks after I found the lump and got the referral, as didn’t want him to worry. It’s so hard being alone and not having a real person to talk to, I mean my partner says positive things all the time but it doesn’t help, bless him. I would rather think negative and be told positive news then think positive and be told bad news, it that strange. I guess that’s just how my mind works.
