Hi everyone,

I seriously never thoitho I would be posting on here, but I would really aporapprec any help and advice.

Please bare with me whilst iIgo through what's been happening :)

Ive had a bit of pain in my left breast for over a month now, but just assumed it was hormone related and let it slide. But more recently I started getting it in my right breast and the underside of my left arm. They have also changed shape. So I went to the gp, who was lovely, she said she could feel lumps on both of my breasts and has referred me to my local breast clinic on Feb 6th. The pain is getting worse ( possibly my mind playing tricks I know) I've not been able to wear an underwired bra for 2 weeks now, they hurt to touch, and I cant bare looking at them. I am usually a solid 36E with good cleavage. But now, I've got a big gap in the middle as my breasts are turning outwardly toward my armpits. My left is larger, albiet misshapen, and my right honestly feels so much smaller ( I'm taking like a B/C) 

It's really getting me down, I'm struggling to tell anyone. I suffer with anciean and it's blown up massively since seeing the GP. My husband knows, but not to the extend how I'm feeling. I'm absolutely petrified, petrified that this is cancer, that I'm going to die, that I'm not going to see my children grow up. 

Has anyone been in any similar situation, and any advice on how to handle myself about it all. Also, what happens at the breast clinic? Is it likely to be cancer? 

Sorry for rambling! Xx