Very scared - found lump under nipple

Hello,

I don’t really know why I have now chosen to post here, but I am so scared of having cancer. This is something that has always scared me due to a number of friends of all ages getting diagnosed.

Because of my fear, I thought that I was very good at noticing changes in my body much to my doctor’s annoyance and even to the point that this year I was referred to counselling.

But just over 2 weeks ago, my left nipple was really sore and just thought I’m not going to worry about it because it’s probably just a normal hormonal breast pain. But then it hurt more so I decided to feel my nipple. I check my breasts once a month for any changes, but I didn’t actually think of checking my nipple for lumps too. This is when I felt a lump under my nipple that hurt when I touched it. Also my left armpit had been a little bit sore, but again I thought that this is normal because I did have a spot like thing come up in the same armpit a few weeks before which made my armpit hurt.

The next day, I went to my doctor and said I’m not worrying about it too much as I know you say that I’m very anxious and I didn’t want to go into the new year being the same. I was hoping that she was going to say yep it’s an infection, but she felt me and said that she was going to refer me to the breast clinic and she didn’t say what it could be. This scared me but it didn’t scare me as much as picking up the referral letter that says ‘suspected breast cancer’. My nipple doesn’t hurt anymore but the lump is still there and my armpit still hurts and feels like there’s something there that shouldn’t be but I can’t feel a lump in my armpit and the pain travels down the inner side of my arm and my whole left side of my chest just feels a little achy.

I’ve just turned 27 and I’ve never had children and am quite healthy on the whole. How can this be happening to me? Why didn’t I check my nipple area when I did my monthly checks? 

I have my breast clinic appointment on Monday and I just want to know what is wrong with me. 

I think I just needed to post on here to let it out even if I don’t get a reply.

Gemma 

  • Hi!

    First of all, welcome to the forum! You are going through a lot and it's totally understandable. Just wanted to let you know that here there is an amazing group of ladies that are going through the same as you, and also many who have already been there. 

    You did the right thing getting to the doctor and you'll be closely seen on Monday so believe us, you're in really good hands. Doctors can't diagnose 100% precisely just by touching so it's pretty normal that they have referred you to a breast clinic where they will be able to see what it is. Most of the times it's nothing, but better to be sure than give some antibiotics and leave it.

    I'm pretty sure some of them will pop here soon and they will explain what the testing is like.

    Good luck and whatever you need, here we are!

     

     

  • Hi gemma i couldnt read n not reply i also have my breast clinic appointment monday im absoltley peterfied to say the least dose your letter seriously say suspected breast cancer ?? Ive not had mine yet although ive been called with it n had a text , have they said what tests they are doing ? Im 26 but 27 next month with 2 young boys , best of luck to u (ive also been refued to counciling and put on anxiaty tabelts due to mega health anxiaty) x

  • Thank you for replying to me and reminding me that it could be ok! It’s so scary, I hate the waiting and thinking! I can’t seem to not think about it. 

    I hope you’re ok!! X 

  • Ohhh you sound like me! Yeh, they called me to confirm the appointment but said to pick up my letter to take with me from the doctors and it said ‘2ww suspected breast cancer’. I didn’t manage to pick it up until yesterday so it’s been a couple of weeks since I saw the doctor and when I read that my heart just fell because I was like ahhh it will be nothing, they just have to refer me in the rare case it is but then bam that word with your name on the same piece of paper. My doctor didn’t even say the word cancer to me when she saw me so it was so shocking to read it. What did the doctor say to you? X 

  • She just felt it and said its best to get it checked because the day b4 i went and the doctor didnt feel anything so i went for a second opinion , i do no on the notes shes put a pea sized lump . If thats the case with the letter wen mine comes more then likly today im bot even opening it ive already been a mess that will make me 10000x worse x

  • I know how you feel. I wish the letter didn’t need to say that! I don’t know what tests I am having on Monday, do you know? 

    Sorry if I’ve added to your anxiety with mine!! X

  • No its fine mines at a all time high to the point ive barly slept n not eat all week , the doctor said a ultersound witch is absoltley terrifying me . Ive got to waot till 5 to 3 in the afternoon to x

  • I think an ultrasound is something that they start with and then decide from there if there is anything else they want to do. Mine is at 3.50 so I’m going to go to work first to try and be distracted. 

    Let me know how yours goes! I will think of you when I’m there too! X

  • Hello pet, like lemonice said the doctor can't diagnose with simply a feel, they are doing absolutely the right thing in referring you to the breast clinic. If you've never been to one before it can be quite daunting but they are very thorough slick and professional. My experience was...first mammogram ( in fact I had to have 3 on my left boob due to dense tissue) as there was an anomaly on my right boob I then had an ultrasound and because there were still unsure I went back for a biopsy....all this is called a triple assessment and is pretty normal....so don't panic if they want all this for you.....in the meantime try your hardest to stay off the evil dr google, he will only drive you bonkers! 

    Good luck to both you and jadeh......will be thinking of you both Monday.....you can prop each other up.....this forum has saved my sanity! Xxx

  • I made thr mistake of opening the letter so wish i didnt x