Hi!! Literally just joined to reply to you as im currently going through very similar and am really struggling to deal with it! Like you i have a history of breast lumps, and in the past have been reffered to the breast clinic for tests to be told i have fibroadenomas. I am 27 by the way and also have two boys, just turned one and my eldest is five in feb! I noticed a burning/achey feeling in right armpit in around September 2018, and ignored it for a while as just thought it was an ingrown hair etc etc, but the pain never went away and here we are in january and noticed a couple of breast lumps, went to docs and have been reffered to breast clinic for appt on monday the 21st. I am so so worried about having breast cancer, i feel physically sick thinking about it and when i look at my sweet little boys all i want to do is cry as I don’t want to get ill and ever ever leave them!! So just wanted to say you’re not alone and i truly hope we are both ok, best of luck at your appointment sweet heart, im struggling to cope with the worry of it all so can really relate to you x 

Wow r lifes sound very similar my little boy turns one on thursday and my eldest 5 in april ive broke down so many times looking at my youngest carnt for my 4 year old he will worry , best of luck with your appointment lets pray were both ok . So hard not to think thr worst n diagnose your self with all sorts isnt it . X

Thank you what a *** day so strange as this time last year i was worked up abiut getting 'induced' tommow my lord i wish that was my worry right now x

Take some deep breaths, the waiting is the hardest because your mind goes into over drive. Please let us know how you get on. Sending you a big hug x 

Thank you so much x

So i had my clinic appointment 

The doctor did a through examination & said both of my breasts have a lot of very dense breast tissue & she wasnt concerned about them at all but is sending me for mammogram & ultrasound (within a couple of weeks) this is just to double check but is certain theres nothing untoward & that i have fibroadenomas

She is also sure i am premenopausal (im only 38) which would explain a lot about the symptoms ive had the past few months, to say im relieved is an understatement, i went straight round to tell mum & dad who are delighted  

At the pub now having lunch with hubby then its back home for housework & washing. 

Jade i sincerely hope you also get good results, i will be thinking about you xx

Oh my god so realived for you what brilliant news, ive got nothing but bad thoughts in my head . Thank you for letting us no ive been online all morning checking for a update , how brilliant x

So pleased for you. Enjoy your lunch just remember to check yourself regularly though!! X 

Hi Dotty,

This is fabulous news. I bet that you and hubby are thoroughly enjoying that lunch! I am glad that your consultant is making certain by sending you for mammogram and ultrasound.

You've made my day!

Kind regards,

Jolamine xx

Thank you ladies

I shall certainly be doing regular checks from now on & booking an appointment for my overdue smear test.

Jade as beachbabe said we dont realise how strong we are. I was not one bit emotional in the hospital, i did have the sick in the stomach feeling but i went in with the mindset of whatever the outcome is i physically cannot change it, If it was bad then i would do whatever possible to fight it as i was determined not to break my little mans heart. 

Find your inner strength Jade, you got this xxx

Yes book that smear test. One thing these things do is make you look at life differently and makes you look after yourself more!!! X 

Hey ive just got bk they gave me a good check and have put it down to hormones she said they was nothing to worry about she couldnt feel anything untwards at all x

Hey ive just got bk they gave me a good check and have put it down to hormones she said they was nothing to worry about she couldnt feel anything untwards at all x

You must be SO relieved !! Have been thinkinf about you all day, i bet you feel so much better now and can relax?? Enjoy a lovely nights sleep tonight! I’m struggling to sleep aswell so I’m really glad ur ok xx

Fabulous news Jade

Im so so pleased for you, now have a good meal & a better nights sleep xxx

Great news so pleased for you, enjoy your sleep tonight x 

Thank u all its so realiving im hopefull for a good sleep. I hope ur app goes good next week is it worriedmummyof2 ? X

Thank you! Yes next Monday at half one, i feel positive right now but last night i was a wreck, by far the worst I’ve been!! Will be sure to let you know next week so do check back if you get the chance :) take care and once again im so pleased for u and your boys xx

That's fantastic news Jadeh.

Enjoy having a sleep/rest, then treat yourself to a little mini-celebration.

So pleased.

LJx

Thsnk u so much least u have some positive storys now to ill deffintly check back in next week ill be thinking of u hope it goes well x

That’s true jade thanks alot and take care xx

Hi Jadeh,

I am so glad that you got good news too.

After all that worry you can catch up on some beauty sleep now.

Jolamine xx

Good luck tommow prayimg everything goes ok for yiu , how u holding up x