My First Colposcopy after Abnormal Smear - Don't Worry!!

Hello,

I felt I should write something here on this forum regarding my first Colposcopy. There never seems to be a follow up when somebody has had a colposcopy and I would like to share my experience with you.

It all started when I had my very first abnormal smear result. My previous 2 smear tests had been normal.

My first reaction was panic! I started to google cervical cancer and was left in a state of anxiety. I was convinced that this was it for me.

It didn't help that my abnormal smear was showing high grade dyskaryosis, the words "high grade" were very upsetting.

After 2 weeks of waiting and worrying my colposcopy appointement had arrived. I was a bag of nerves whilst in the waiting room. All I could think is this is really going to hurt and scared that the Dr was going to tell me I had the big C!


When my name was called I thought "this is it, my fate will be decided now". The Dr sat down with me and the first thing he said was, "you do not have cancer". In my mind I was thinking, you haven't even had a look yet, how do you know?

Basically, an abnormal smear comes about from a change in the cells of your cervix. It does not mean you have cancer. It can take up to 20 years for cancer to develop and that's only IF the cervical cancer is activated.

The Dr explained alot to me and made me feel at ease. Next it was the colposcopy......

My advise is to wear a long lose fitting skirt like I did, otherwise you'll have to walk from the little changing room to the chair with you little tush hanging out!

I had to sit in a big chair that had to bits either side to put my legs on. All you need to think is how many women have colposcopy's everyday and what the Dr is seeing is no more than what he or she sees everyday. That is what they are qualified in.

The nurse then helps you get comfortable and stays right by your side all the way through it.

When you are ready, the Dr puts the same kind of speculum inside you that is used for your smear test, then there is a kind of funny looking set of binoculars thing that sits on the outside of you vagina, they do not go inside. The Dr then opens you up.

THIS DOES NOT HURT - It may feel a bit uncomfortable but it doesn't hurt. It feels no different to the smear.

I didn't need any treatment so I cannot comment on that but I did however need a biopsy - which again didn't hurt. I was told to do a huge cough on the count of 3 and that was it, biopsy done.

I would recommend looking at the screen to the side of you, of your cervix so you can see what the Dr is seeing, he/she can then explain to you the condition of your cervix.

This all took less than 15 minutes.

You should take a sanitary towel with you as afterwards there can be some blood or discharge.

For the rest of that day I had period cramps which is normal. They can last 2 to 3 days - everybody is different. You will also have a brown coloured discharge. This can last 3-4 days - again everybody is different.

So to conclude - The worry comes from not knowing. If this is all new to you then worry is at the top of your list but now I have had it done once, I know what to expect if it happens again in the future and I KNOW it isn't half as bad as you expect it to be.

I hope this has helped a few women out there and if you have any questions please contact me and I'll try to answer them for you.

Thank you.

  • Hello everyone, 

    Just looking for some reassurance - I had LEEP procedure six months ago to remove abnormal cells (CIN3), Dr said it was a very small area and it went well, nothing more abnormal was found. I had my follow up smear test on 10th March and not received any results yet. I thought it was a good thing as before they always reacted fast to any abnormalities. But now after reading that other girls didn't even get result letter before hospital referral, I start to worry again... it's a vicious circle. 

  • Hi dear, was reading this thread and across your post. Hope you are doing fine now and just checking in. Lots of light and positive energy your way. 

  • Hello everyone. I have been reading this post, which has been helping me a lot with my mental health and my nerves about the situation.

    On 18th February, I got my smear test, the nurse said to me it was going to take from 4 to 6 weeks to get the results. All my previous smear tests were normal - 2011 in Spain, 2015, 2018 in Scotland.

    On 28th April - more than two months later - I got my abnormal results - high risk HPV found as well as changes in my cells - they did not specify what the changes were. The letter said that I will need a colposcopy and I will receive a letter within the following 8 weeks.

    Well, we are in July and no letter for my colposcopy yet. I called the hospital clinic a week ago and the person i spoke with said that my colposcopy appointment is still in process and they are not doing colposcopies at the moment, so they need to send me to an external clinic. I explained to the lady that I go to Spain for 3 weeks and I will be available for appointment from the 3rd August. She notes this info to get me an appointment asap when I am back.

    As I was a bit worried about the strains I could have, I ordered a HPV test on LetsGetChecked and it seems I am infected by more than a strain - 16, 18 and other high risk strains.

    This waiting time is making me very nervous and worried. I have backaches, and some symptoms probably because my levels of stress. 

    Fingers crossed it's just stress and everything is ok when i have my colposcopy.

    I have booked an appointment with a gynaecologist in Spain to get a complete checkout to be at least calmer and not so worried.

     

  • Hello

    I thought I'd add to this forum as I had a second attempt colposcopy today and when I googled about personal experiences of getting a colposcopy, this was really the one thing that came up! I'll explain my experience below but honestly TRUST ME, if I (who has major medical anxiety) can get one done, so can you! <3

    I'm in Ireland and result from my first smear showed HPV, my second smear a year later also showed HPV so I was invited for a colposcopy. I cannot even describe to you all how nervous I was, I mean I was absolutely *** it. I had extreme health anxiety, hate hospitals and people touching me so overall, blegh. 

    My first attempt was awful. (BARE WITH ME AND READ THE SECOND ATTEMPT BELOW). I'm not gonna lie. I felt I didn't really know what was gonna happen even though I had researched and read all leaflets etc. a male doctor didn't really give me the time of day when I asked questions and the female nurse wasn't much help so overall, a terrified state resulted in my bawling in the medical chair and them telling me Id have to come back another time. This was devastating in itself cause at that stage I had lost sleep, cried and panicked for ages. And yes, for weeks proceeding, I cried (a lot!).

    I knew Id have to get it done for my own piece of kind but this time with things that would help my overall experience. I felt selfish and demanding but you know what, *** it! It is an uncomfortable experience so you deserve to have your experience made better by things that would help you!!

    Second time around, today, I had a lovely nurse doing it this time, asked for the screen to be turned away, I took 500mcg of Xanax as perscribed by my GP in advance, I had all female staff who I told I would need support from and honestly, while I would not be in a rush to get it re-done, it wasn't too bad. They used a normal size speculum, the first few seconds I felt pressure and then honestly, that was it. They gave me a juice box of orange juice to suck on, drink and distract me. They said they'd need to take a biopsy and to cough for 3 seconds and BAM it was over. Honestly, the while thing took maybe 5minutes. I feel a bit of pressure when weeing and the first few hours I felt a full ache but now I'm walking around etc. As normal. 

    Moral of the story, VOCALISE YOUR DEMANDS AND WORRY because the difference between my first and second experience was very, very different. 

  • Just to add to this thread as I found it helpful. I have a phone call out of the blue to say I had a colposcopy booked with no letter. Obvs freaked out when I googled and letter arrived confirming 'high grade' abnormalities. However dr was v reassuring saying it was probs CIN 2 and they can either observe or treat. NOT CANCER. The biopsy was no more uncomfortable than normal smear just lasted a bit longer. If this is you then try not to worry. 
     

     

  • So it's been almost 3 years since this post and further positive developments have arisen, after I finally got my colposcopy appointment in September 2020. I had a biopsy and was thankfully given the all clear. I then had a second smear in November 2021 which came back clear, however I got called again for another one in November 2022 and kept putting off making it, I don't know why, probsbly through fear of having to go through the same thing again. Anyway, I finally made the appointment for this Tuesday (24th January) and needless to say I'm terrified and also confused as I understand if your test following a positive one was negative and nothing was found then aren't you supposed to be discharged for another 3 years?

  • This is a really old post but can you let us know how you got on and whether your body managed to clear the hpv?