My First Colposcopy after Abnormal Smear - Don't Worry!!

Hello,

I felt I should write something here on this forum regarding my first Colposcopy. There never seems to be a follow up when somebody has had a colposcopy and I would like to share my experience with you.

It all started when I had my very first abnormal smear result. My previous 2 smear tests had been normal.

My first reaction was panic! I started to google cervical cancer and was left in a state of anxiety. I was convinced that this was it for me.

It didn't help that my abnormal smear was showing high grade dyskaryosis, the words "high grade" were very upsetting.

After 2 weeks of waiting and worrying my colposcopy appointement had arrived. I was a bag of nerves whilst in the waiting room. All I could think is this is really going to hurt and scared that the Dr was going to tell me I had the big C!


When my name was called I thought "this is it, my fate will be decided now". The Dr sat down with me and the first thing he said was, "you do not have cancer". In my mind I was thinking, you haven't even had a look yet, how do you know?

Basically, an abnormal smear comes about from a change in the cells of your cervix. It does not mean you have cancer. It can take up to 20 years for cancer to develop and that's only IF the cervical cancer is activated.

The Dr explained alot to me and made me feel at ease. Next it was the colposcopy......

My advise is to wear a long lose fitting skirt like I did, otherwise you'll have to walk from the little changing room to the chair with you little tush hanging out!

I had to sit in a big chair that had to bits either side to put my legs on. All you need to think is how many women have colposcopy's everyday and what the Dr is seeing is no more than what he or she sees everyday. That is what they are qualified in.

The nurse then helps you get comfortable and stays right by your side all the way through it.

When you are ready, the Dr puts the same kind of speculum inside you that is used for your smear test, then there is a kind of funny looking set of binoculars thing that sits on the outside of you vagina, they do not go inside. The Dr then opens you up.

THIS DOES NOT HURT - It may feel a bit uncomfortable but it doesn't hurt. It feels no different to the smear.

I didn't need any treatment so I cannot comment on that but I did however need a biopsy - which again didn't hurt. I was told to do a huge cough on the count of 3 and that was it, biopsy done.

I would recommend looking at the screen to the side of you, of your cervix so you can see what the Dr is seeing, he/she can then explain to you the condition of your cervix.

This all took less than 15 minutes.

You should take a sanitary towel with you as afterwards there can be some blood or discharge.

For the rest of that day I had period cramps which is normal. They can last 2 to 3 days - everybody is different. You will also have a brown coloured discharge. This can last 3-4 days - again everybody is different.

So to conclude - The worry comes from not knowing. If this is all new to you then worry is at the top of your list but now I have had it done once, I know what to expect if it happens again in the future and I KNOW it isn't half as bad as you expect it to be.

I hope this has helped a few women out there and if you have any questions please contact me and I'll try to answer them for you.

Thank you.

  • Hi, I'm 29 years old and I have also received a letter today saying that I have HPV and high grade dykaryosis (severe) from my smear test on 17th may.  An appointment has been made for a colposcopy in 4 days time which has absolutely petrified me as most of what I have read on the forum, people have waited a few weeks for an appointment date to come through.  
    In my head in just expecting the worst because of how quick an appointment has been made for me. 
    Have you had yours done yet? 

  • [@JadeK0626]‍ hi, you have the exact same as what my letter told me I have.......I'm 38 and had my smear in April, hadn't received my results but had a text when I finished work yesterday to say I had a gynaecology appt on 9th June , got home to a letter confirming appt and one to say I have HPV and 'high grade' (severe) dykaryosis and so have to have a colposcopy....i cried for an hour and downed 2 glasses of wine after reading the letters!! ‍♀️, after reading these threads and googling god knows how many times I don't feel half as bad about any procedure I'll need in the future (or at the appt) only me and my partner know for now, I go from being fine about it all to crying and unable to eat.......how did your colposcopy go if you don't mind me asking? I freaked when I read I had an appt so quick xx

  • Hi, I have my colposcopy tomorrow afternoon. I've cried multiple times as well. I've not slept or eaten well either since receiving the letter. I suffer from anxiety as it is so this has made it go overboard. It's absolutely horrific but I'm trying to remain positive  for my two children, one has previously had a cancer diagnosis so I think this is what is making the whole situation harder to deal with in all honesty x

  • Please keep me up to date with how you get on, good luck and fingers and toes crossed for you!, I go from thinking the absolute worst then to 'they'll take away what they need to and I'll just need check ups in the future'.......my fiancé is more of a mess than me at the moment so I'm hoping for the best possible outcome xxx

  • How did you get on today love? I'm having a bad day and not been able to eat, just want it over with xx

  • Hey, it wasn't as bad as I thought. The consultant wanted to do the LLETZ treatment there and then but he decided to take biopsies instead as I have the mierna coil & he didn't want to risk me falling pregnant as you have to be abstinent 7 days prior to the treatment. 

    They used some sort of vinegar solution as he called it that turns all the abnormal cells white on the cervix, majority of my cervix turned white and I just wanted to cry my eyes out. 
    the biopsies were a little uncomfortable but bareable, I'm just having dull period type aches at the moment now. 
     

    It's all a waiting game now, it can take up to 4 weeks for the results to come back. 
     

    Try to be positive xx
     

     

  • I'm trying my best to be positive just had a crap day, I'm expecting mine to be like yours and I'll be telling them to get rid of them all there and then! ‍♀️ I'm in work the next 2 days so hoping that'll take my mind off it all for a bit , I'm glad it wasn't as bad as you thought it would be, were you allowed to take someone in with you? I'll brick it more if I'm on my own xxx

  • Unfortunately my hospital still isn't allowing people to come into appointments, it may be worth asking yours if you're allowed to? 
     

    I hope today wasn't too bad for you and you're appointment goes well x

  • Thanks, I'm not expecting my partner to be let in with me but I would like him to be able to wait in the waiting room.......today has been a good day, I've spoken to my mum and a couple of women at work and it turns out my mum had an abnormal smear years ago, my aunt has hpv and a woman i work with also has it so I don't feel so alone anymore, my manager has been really understanding and worked it so I can have Thursday off if needs be if they do the LLETZ on me :) x 

  • I hope your appointment goes well today, keep my updated xx