Stupid and worried

I noticed a lump in my right breast in October 25 whilst I was on holiday.  I'm a  bury your head in the sand kind of person.  i don't want to say it disappeared as I don't know.  I do know over the last couple of weeks it has become more noticeable and I finally plucked up the courage to go to the doctor.

Sent for 2ww on Wednesday.  2cm lump in right breast, fixed, firm and round, he also found a 1mm lump in left breast 

I don't have an appointment until 01/09 and now I am absolutely petrified and convinced I have cancer and also kicking myself that I left it this long.

I niw am thinking about all my peri menopausal symptoms I've had for 2 years and wondering if they're related.  I'm now thinking and feeling pains that I didn't notice before. Suddenly my breast feels different, is this my anxiety or stuff that I have been taking no notice of and now I'm hyper aware.

What a mess!