Colposcopy booked at smear - spot on cervix

Hey everyone!

I’ve been reading your posts and had to mention my situation as I can’t find any similar posts.

so basically I had a gynae appointment last week about my gynae issues, the dr said I was due a smear and asked if I’d have it there and then ( of course I did) I’ve previously had CN3 and letz treatment so I know they are super important. 

While I was having my smear the doctor changed tone and looked really serious and I asked what was wrong, she told me I had a suspicious spot on my cervix and I needed an urgent colposcopy for a biopsy, also having a camera up and bloods and ultra sound. I’m really worried that I have C, has anyone had anything similar to this? I’m 37 and have 2 children. 

I have my appointment on Saturday    

thanks so much ladies and sending love and support to everyone going through this or is going through it, it’s tough