Hope you have had a good time away x

Hello, I am so pleased to have found this forum. It really makes such a difference to not feel alone. 

Wow, yes that is such a positive story, bless her. Good for her for living life to the full. Yes I agree, it is much better to know. Hopefully my appointment will bring reassurance x

Hi Dave, 

Thank you for your comment. That is so true, and to be fair, I didn't need to look through everything on the NHS app. I almost wish I hadn't, but yes that is so true. 

My sister has suffered from endo for years, and ended up having a hysterectomy last year at 45. I wonder if whatever is going on with me could be something similar. 

Thankfully we have just had half term so have been so busy, I haven't really had much time to think too much.

Thanks again for your message  

How are you getting on?x

Hello Lis83. Went today as an emotional wreck. Spent the whole consultation crying. I was given the results of still abnormal cells no advanced cancer, but I was so convinced I had full blown Stage 3 cancer. The MRI was clear. I have agreed to an hysterectomy I cannot go through the madness of not knowing tbh. The roller coaster is unreal. I am aware that once they take my womb it still has to be examined and a pathology report given so im not completely out of the dark. The main thing is the Surgeon said my obesity is the main factor and I should loose weight possibly jabs. The absolute stress, crying and turmoil is so much. I came home and went to bed. I then thought am I being dramatic...it has consumed me. I am grateful, but also feel like ive taken alot of my life and lifestyle for granted. Im grateful at this point. Thank you for checking in. Xxxx I hope you are ok? X

Sorry forgot to mention before the surgery they are fitting me with a mirena coil to hopefully.... Keep the abnormal cells at bay. I am so grateful. The op will be robotic in 4 to 6 weeks time.