Hi all. I'm 36 and have not had a period in just under 18 months. Yesterday I started passing black clots and my urine is red. I know these are not very good signs. I'm worried about going to the GP in case they give me bad news. I have 2 young children and I admit since having them I have missed a few smear tests as I don't have the childcare and I work most days and my employer does not give time off for appointments and I have no AL left. 

I think what I'm trying to say is. Although my thoughts are turning to the dark side it could be something completely normal. Am I over reacting?