Hello…

about 2 weeks ago I noticed a smooth hard lump in the side of my right breast. 
visited the GP today. Knew I’d likely get a referral as that’s the procedure, but I was hoping for some reassurance… something like “it could be this, or that, but I’ll refer you to make sure…”

but instead she looked concerned, commented on how big it was and told me she’d refer me. No info on what to expect or waiting times. 

I’m now even more anxious than before I saw the GP. Obviously thinking the absolute worst. 

had some bad news about a relatives cancer treatment this week so don’t want to tell my family for now until I know more… 

also don’t want to scare or worry my husband so haven’t spoken to anyone about this. 

just feeling scared and alone right now…