After eventually getting to speak to a doctor about a large lump I have, along with menopausal like symptoms and the occasional tenderness I have had loads of stuff thrown at me from ovarian cancer, fibroid to a cyst I was  rushed through ultrasound scan for the scanner to tell me she can’t see left ovary, and that I will need a ct or mri . I am absolutely terrified being a single parent with no family support any advice grateful