Got a colonoscopy. Sooooo scared

Hi,

Am so scared. I've been feeling unwell for me months now. With my bowel movement been up and down, piles like symptoms  and even lost some weight and been hit really bad with anxiety. It's causes me to have so much time off work. 

Am constantly looking on Internet, which make my anxiety even worse. Ive been back and forwarded to the doctors. Had blood test that came ok a part from some with my liver. Had to be retested for that, I had it go back down to normal level but something else has gone up, so again in a few weeks. I had a FIT test, which came back normal. Then I had another stool sample to test for IBD that came back normal too. But am still having problems so the next thing is a colonoscopy. Which i found ive got appointment on 10th June. 

To say am scared it'sunstatement. I really what to know what it is but am so frightened what they will found. Especially as I lose my brother from throat cancer a year and half ago. Plus I don't want my family do go through that again,Especially my mum who still getting over the lost of my brother. 

Am trying to stay positive, but the more as it goes on them I've convinced some serious wrong.

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  • Hey

          I am also highly anxious about my colonoscopy which actually is a day after yours on the 11th June, I had a postive fit test albeit reading 20 and the limit is 10, the doctor felt what he seemed was a small lump under my rib cage which aches when pressed (usually if a tumour it is hard and does not move), I have been freaking out since with unbearable anxiety and stress, I just want the test over with and praying it is good news. Good luck for your colonoscopy on Tuesday!

  • Hi,

    It so scary isn't it. I keep thinking about cancelling the appointment because am so frightened of what they going to find as it been going on for months now and so convinced it something serious as it got better. But then I need to know so I they can treat it.  It's really affecting my work and social life now. Just want to go back to my normal self again. I wish all the best for your appointment on Wednesday and keep everything crossed for you.

  • Yes Lucie probably the most scariest experiences of my life so far even after a few stomach surgeries. I think personally we need to know what it is either way, otherwise the anxiety will never go away and if it is serious then we have not delayed it any longer. I am quite pessimistic so always think the worse case scenario it is just me and definitely not helped by constant goggling my symptoms. I wish you all the best for Tuesday hopefully both of us will be relaxed by Thursday next week. Best wishes 

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  • Yes Lucie probably the most scariest experiences of my life so far even after a few stomach surgeries. I think personally we need to know what it is either way, otherwise the anxiety will never go away and if it is serious then we have not delayed it any longer. I am quite pessimistic so always think the worse case scenario it is just me and definitely not helped by constant goggling my symptoms. I wish you all the best for Tuesday hopefully both of us will be relaxed by Thursday next week. Best wishes 

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