Hi,
Am so scared. I've been feeling unwell for me months now. With my bowel movement been up and down, piles like symptoms and even lost some weight and been hit really bad with anxiety. It's causes me to have so much time off work.
Am constantly looking on Internet, which make my anxiety even worse. Ive been back and forwarded to the doctors. Had blood test that came ok a part from some with my liver. Had to be retested for that, I had it go back down to normal level but something else has gone up, so again in a few weeks. I had a FIT test, which came back normal. Then I had another stool sample to test for IBD that came back normal too. But am still having problems so the next thing is a colonoscopy. Which i found ive got appointment on 10th June.
To say am scared it'sunstatement. I really what to know what it is but am so frightened what they will found. Especially as I lose my brother from throat cancer a year and half ago. Plus I don't want my family do go through that again,Especially my mum who still getting over the lost of my brother.
Am trying to stay positive, but the more as it goes on them I've convinced some serious wrong.
