Hello. I don’t really have anything to offer other than to say I couldn’t read your post and not send you some virtual hugs. I haven’t been in your situation. I am still waiting my laparoscopy. I do believe that your gut feeling is something to trust. It sounds very much like you are already preparing to hear those words come from the consultant. I think if this were me, I would spend tomorrow writing down the questions you want to have answers to so you have them ready, and also a day to be kind to yourself. 
do you have someone to come with you?
really hoping yoir appointment goes well.
keep in touch, this too shall pass x  

I really feel for you. My hubby had a lung lymph node biopsy last weds told 2 wks for results & got a call today, 5 days to say MDT being done tomoz & a face to face is needed on Weds at 5.15pm. We both know its cancer, its just how bad. He as no symptoms but a 5cm lung mass & small infamed lymph node.

Both of us just cant cope, I have cried so much I feel sick to my stomach.

Just dont know how to face it. Lifes gone from us...

Thank you . I have had a gut feeling since August and only now are my gp listening.  

But my gut also is its fixable . So iam hanging on to that.

I have a list that I have given to my mum so she can ask for me .

I hope you get your laparoscopy soon the wait is horrible. 

Xx

Sorry to hear about your Hubby . Must be so hard for you both .  

I have been trying to hold it together and not cry so the wee one doesn't think something is wrong until I know what's what.

It's worrying it was so fast but the positive to that treatment can start faster. 

Sending all my love . 

All seems unreal. I wish u well x

You sound like you are as prepped as you can be. I’ll be thinking of you tomorrow. Hoping it’s minimal treatment going forward. Keep me updated. Sending love for your appointment x 

Thank you means alot . Fingers crossed its minimal .

Will keep you posted xx

Was thinking about you. I really wish you good news & plz keep us posted x

Hi AmyY,  Good luck with your appointment today x Let us know how you get on.

Lee x

I had my appointment today and confirmed cancer. Unfortunately that's all they could tell me today need to have a CT scan to find out what stage , what cancer and plan of action xx