May I ask what peoples symptoms were before having a colonoscopy in terms of pain or bleeding or anything else? Was your bleeding small or large amounts? I’m having large amounts of bright red blood. It’s not just when I wipe it turns the whole toilet bowl water bright red and sometimes there’s blood clots. Pain is severe in my back passage too like a burning stinging and that’s not when I go to the toilet that’s just all of the time. If anything when I go to the toilet I get a relief from pain afterwards for a short time but then it returns. Ive also been anaemic for a while. I’m only in my 30s so GP has been sending me away for quite a few months despite me going back over and over again but I’ve finally been referred for a colonoscopy and waiting for an appointment now. Thank you 

Hi Daisy,  hopefully you won't have too long to wait for the colonoscopy now you have finally been referred..

A small amount of blood in the toilet bowl can look very alarming being bright red means it's fresh and not old [ dark coloured] blood. Haemorrhoids can be internal and external and capable of producing blood when having a BM...hopefully you will get some answers after the procedure. 

For me it was a marked change in my bowel habits, accompanied by distended stomach, low down period-type pains  [ hysterectomy 45 years ago]  sensation of needing to pass motion even after a BM. Five positive qFIT results and referred to Colorectal Consultant. Appointment for colonoscopy last June which had to be cancelled.. follow up appt missed until Nov colonoscopy 17th Dec 24 ...20 week waiting list for results.  There has been no change,  multiple BM,  pain, loss of appetite,  blood ( not all the time) the feeling of needing to have a BM.. seven times since 10 am..now 4.15 p.m

Thinking of you..

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James4000 hi James  haven’t heard from you in a while hope your doing ok and things are going ok as well I know we are all on this long journey but there will be a finishing line that’s when we will be well again  wishing you well James and lots of love  xxx

Oh sorry for my earlier reply I just realised your post was from two months ago,so im guessing you've had your colonoscopy and the results too. Hoping all went well x

Jassoscared  hi  this is an old post. Yes I had my colonoscopy and it wasn’t good news for me. I was told straight away I have a tumour in my bowel  which is a large one  but I’ve had all the tests I need and I’m soon to be scheduled for surgery I’m having a bowel resection hopefully with no chemo after  but will see my consultant seems happy my cancer is in a good place if you know what I mean  it’s just in my sygmoud and easy to get out with key hole surgery  so I’m hoping surgery will take place by the end of this March then I can get my life back   Thank you for your reply 

Tango potter

Hi just read yoir reply sorry it turned out to be a tumour, but thank goodness it was found. I do hope your bowel resection goes well,it will be a lot easier to recover if it's keyhole surgery, mine wasn't i  waa cut open , hasd my right side of my bowel and my appendix,and a small part of my intestine taken away. All I can say is good luck ,and just take it easy after,just take small steps every day ,and you will recover well,and that tumour will be no more,and yes you will get your life back,and start to feel like you again. Time is a great healer. I wish you well and a great recovery.  

Jassoscared. Thank you for your kind regards   Sorry to hear what you went through but it’s great you are ok now  I just want this tumour out of me now fed up of not having a life  and always having to be near a toilet  it was such a shock when I got the news I have cancer never thought I would be faced with this like all of us you don’t   But I’m thinking positive to get my life back. I’m a music student have been for nearly 1 and a half year I’m a singer as well and this as over took every thing I couldn’t even think about playing my piano or even singing  just can’t wait to play again as I do play in front of a audiences  and sing as a backer with others. I’m 71 year old hope I have more years left yet  take care x

Hi again Tango Potter

Yes it is a shock when yout told you have cancer,i  got breast cancer ,in May 2020,my son had  at agev35 just before I found my lump ,was diognosed with testicular cancer,that floored me,and that's why I started checking my breasts ,I didn't kniw how to tell him and my daughter,as my husband thier dad committed suicide in 1997,so I found it hard telling them ,ecspeacialy as my sons had spread ,but I eventually did tell them .my son had opp and  chemotherapy, and is now all  clear and do8ng so well. So gratefull for that. I had lumpectomy, and all lympth nodes under my right arm removed as it had spread, to my lymoth nodes. I am on letrazole for 10 years ,so still got a few more years of taking it,but cancer in breadst has gone. I was then diognised with vin 3 pre cancerous cells of the vulva. I'm still seeing the gynecologist for that ,for the last two times they let me go a year, before another check up as said they have to keep an eye on it,as it can return. But hey ho,what can you do but just put your positive head on ,and live your life the best you can. How lovely for you to have the goal of playing and singing again,once this is all over and your on your way to recovery.  Singing is great,it lifts your soul,im always singing along to songs, although I'm OK,im not great at it lol. Anyway I do hope all goes well ,and your back to doing whst you love ,all in good time .

Hi Tango

Thanks. Sorry for being quiet for a bit. I'm in limbo of 2 weeks before starting chemo next Thursday. I'm obviously apprehensive but they do say this type doesn't usually have too many side effects and I've been told by Oncologists that there's a high chance it will significantly shrink the tumour. So I'm worried but cautiously optimistic.

My current fretting is my neck/throat. No news back on that  I was told by doctors it was very unlikely to be anything (a slightly enlarged lymph node and a 2nd, but that it was probably just fighting a cold - had a few over winter. I could really do without a second cancer.

 Jassoscared welcome to the thread and thank you for sharing your experiences. Scary times but great to meet another friendly face whose been through it all and come out strong.

Wish me luck for next week!

And Tango, thinking of you for your upcoming op.

X

James4000 hi James4000 I know what you mean there is always a big gap in avents I have had a few weeks with gaps too  but I think my op will be very soon towards the end of this month just need to get things over with even though I am scared I need my life back  it’s good that your chemo will shrink your tumour  we all wish you luck and love thinking of you please keep us informed about your journey xxxx

James 4000

Hello James ., I really do wish you luck for when you start Chemotherapy  next thursday. I do realise how you must be feeling  about this,it's a kinda bitter,sweet scenario isn't it,as in one hand your probably glad aa it is a start of treatments to get rid of your cancer ,but on the other hand you are scared witless of just how you and your body will cope ,as you haven't a clue as to hiw you and your body will feel,as our bodies are unique to us, and so our experiences can be very different to one another. 

I remember my first session if Chemotherapy, I was just sitting there like a deer in full headlights, I was extremely anxious and to be honest petrified, so scared hence ny user name on here. I was given anti sickness tablets before Chemotherapy, which were amazing ,worked so well  I never felt sick.  The Chemotherapy nurses and staff were amazing ,the first Chemotherapy session ,they sat with me as it was administered, I had a candular for the first one,but was told I'd need a pickling put into my arm  for the other 7 sessions.  It really wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. I had four then the Chemotherapy drug was  changed to paxitaxol.  That didn't agree with me at all,and had to be stopped.  Had to go home,and wait to speak to my oncologist, I never met him,because of covid, it was all just speaking on the phone. He eventually agreed to put me on another taxol Chemotherapy drug. That was tolerable, did have a few days of feeling tired,but I got though it, and as I said it was doable.  Then I had 15 sessions of radiotherapy,every day apart from weekends  over three weejs. That wasn't as bad as I thought either. First one I really didn't feel a thing. By the 5th one  it just felt like vetry mild sunburn . I was told to use E45 cream ,which helped. 

I do hope all goes well with your treatments,it really isn't as bad as I thought,and I kept telling myself ill get to ring that bell soon,and each treatment session I was getting closer  to that goal. Good luck with everything ,do let us know how it all goes .

Hi James4000... good to hear from you,  obviously been thinking of you

Stay strong for Thursday and optimistic re neck/throat xx

Hi James4000... good to hear from you,  obviously been thinking of you

Stay strong for Thursday and optimistic re neck/throat xx

Hi All

Been quiet in here for a week or so.

I had my Picc line fitted and started chemo on Thursday. It's going OK.

Picc line was stressful as expected, and took a couple of efforts by the nurse, but we got there. Staff were lovely. First chemo in the hospital all fine, then sent away with a pump.

Symptoms mixed. Mostly ok. I had a high temp Friday so (by protocol) had to go to hospital. No drama, all OK, but a barrage of tests to make sure. Since nurse removed the pump yesterday I maybe feel a little worse? Kinda nausea but not feeling like vomiting. Hard to explain.

But I've carried on, had a an active weekend. Exhausted now!

Big first step for me, and while it's not easy, I'm grateful and cautiously optimistic.

Hi James4000,  so good to hear from you,  well done for staying positive and active.. although it is important to take care and not overdo things.. your body needs TLC right now..it has more than enough to cope with, be kind to yourself xx

Hi James4000 

Sounds like you are staying positive which is great, it's not an easy ride,I too remember getting my pic line in my arm,I onky had one vein that they could use,it wasn't easy ,but like you ,you just g et on with it. Sounds like you have had a very busy weekend too. That's one chemotherapy session over with ,I used to keep telling myself that with each onei had that im getting closer to the finish line didthe same witj the 15 seesions of radiotherapy, and it made me feel.good and ootimustic ,you've got this ,maybe a few ups and downs along your journey  but thats to be expected i guess when going  through any kind of treatments for cancer . But you will get there and with each treatment you have be proud of yourself . Keep up the positivity .

My apologies if I’m missing anyone else’s journey in this thread but James, yours really struck me. You just seem to have had the rug pulled out from under you completely but you got up, dusted yourself off and asked “what’s next?”. You’re handling it all remarkably well. I’m sure you have the odd wobble here and there but as a complete stranger who hasn’t walked in your shoes yet,  you are properly inspirational

i came here the other day to post my very  positive tale of both my colonoscopy and upper GI endoscopy in the last weeks  (both were absolutely fine experiences and wish I hadn’t read so many horror stories) but as I’m being flung through the NHS at terrifyingly lightening speed for tests I’m glad to know if I get bad new next week not everyone falls apart like I expect I would. 

The very best to you - and any others I may have missed - you’ll kick it’s *** so hard. 

Hi James4000...just wanted you to know I am thinking of you,  stay strong and be kind to yourself xx

Good morning 

Sorry I've been quiet on here. Sometimes that's because I've been trying to get on with things normally; other times I'm struggling. Normal, I guess.

 FishCalledFluffy thanks for your kind words. I hope your journey moves in the right direction, despite the bumps in the road.

 Eastendgirl tangoPotter thanks for all your ongoing support and kindness.

So, my update. I was supposed to have round 2 of chemo last week, got deferred to today, and this morning deferred again. Basically, they take 4 blood readings and 1 of mine (neutrophils) is way too low to have more chemo until it recovers. I'm feeling fine physically (bit of a sore throat, slight headache) but mentally I'm very down. Want to get on with the chemo and shrink the tumour, but have to wait again. And I'm worried about my general health with the very low neutrophils- I was told it can happen but I am concerned the levels are not recovering still. Anyone know more about this?

On the plus side, my bowel movements are much better. Less frequent, easier, etc. I'm telling myself that the 1st round of chemo already shrunk the tumour a bit, which is helping that. Don't know how likely that is, but everything is connected, mind and body, so trying to be positive.

Just hard to feel positive today, after another delay in getting well and my blood showing my immune system has been so smashed, even though I feel ok physically.

I hope you're all doing alright. Let us know how you're getting on

X

James4000... so good to hear from you, I can understand how disappointed and frustrated you must be feeling with yet another delay but.. nothing to be done but staying positive..not easy but essenti for the journey ahead the impact on the immune system is expected unfortunately,  the effects of a cocktail of chemicals on your body takes it's toll. Really positive to hear B.M are easier and m going with you..the 1st round of chemo has begun it's work  Our mind is so strong .. staying clear of the negative thoughts [ never said it is easy]  but really essential.. finding a positive in every day.. however small.. for me it's the birdsong,  the bus ess of nest building going on in the hedgerow,  buds opening,  bulbs emerging from the warming soil.. I put the snow shovels away yesterday.. THAT'S positive,  living in Scotland

Take care James, sending gentle hugs  x

James4000 lovely to hear from you James  I can understand how frustrated you must be feeling.  I’m still waiting for a date for my operation just worried my tumour might be getting bigger while I’m waiting  I keep going for different tests had my heart scanned on Monday to see if I was ok for the op took an hour to do ultrasound on my heart  then rigged up to E C G  we will get there James in the end then we will be well again. My thoughts are with you  keep us posted as we care  xx

Afternoon all

So after 2 delays, it's 3rd time lucky. Having my second round of chemo now.

Hopefully my case will reassure some who may be approaching chemo yourselves. Basically I've felt ok, but my blood/immune system took a bit of a battering. There are 4 main blood readings they're tracking (don't know if that's the case for all treatments). My neutrophils dropped lower each week, but yesterday they had hugely bounced back into the normal range and we'll above thr minimum. So I've having 2nd chemo now.

Hopefully side effects will be minor, like last time. All was fine except I got a high temp the first time round, but it soon dropped and the barage of tests came back OK.

Fingers crossed, another step today towards recovery and cure.

How is everyone else doing? Do you have dates for treatments and ops yet?

J x

Hi J how wonderful to hear from you.. obviously been on my mind and I have been that you would be getting your next round of chemo the delays must feel so frustrating but..you got there, hoping any side effects will be minor and shirt lived...

I'm still waiting for my CT which is on an 8 week wait for urgent referral  [4 March] also for an Ultrasound for an unrelated symptom,  also 8 week wait.. ♀️ ♀️

Stay strong and positive James4000,  sending gentle hugs x