Remember you can deal with what you know. Sending strength x

Thank you xxxx

Hi Rambleon88 RedRuth84  ladies, just reading your posts....I'm emotional this week, Friday when I get results from operation. I'm back at work, this is second week in....took me til now to catch up with everything! I'm dreading Friday, it is a roller coaster of emotions. Pain is much better today, amitriptolene from doctors helped so much...still taking it as its definitely helping me sleep to as I was struggling with that as well..  I'll let you know how I get on xx

2 weeks! crickey thats not long to wait! 
I hope it all goes well lovely, its a big decision but its one of those “the only way out is through” situations I think. Im here if you need to chat and will share any tips I hear.

Im tempted to give cold caping a go but then part of me just feels like it may be a lot of faff and the results arent a given, may get my eyebrows microbladed though as all I went through my teens/early 20s drawing on my brows and even with all those years experience I was absolutely rubbish at drawing them on. Il see what my BN and Oncologist says.

Your right this is temporary “this too shall pass” as they say xxx

Oh lovely Ive been thinking of you. 
Im so glad your in less pain and sleeping well, that will help you no-end. I just wish I could give you a hug because its a lot when waiting to get your surgical results. I found it was like a slightly less intense “Biopsy limbo” but still incredibly difficult. 
keep us posted, you arent alone xxx

Thank you hun, means a lot....same here so sending hugs back your way xxxxx

I really hope you get good news on Friday TM1  Do let us know how you get on.  I'm glad the pain is much better now. Being mostly pain free and being able to sleep is really important for healing but also psychologically. Im sure work is a struggle. There's no way I'd be able to do my job at the moment. Its too risky. It wouldnt be fair on me, my clients or my colleagues. So I really admire you going back to work so soon . Xx

Yes this is definitely my mantra. It worked with the kids so it will work here lol. 

Lots do get microwaving done. I didn't personally. Not great with needles still. 

I'm considering now booking the hairdresser to shave all my hair short. Probably need to get on and take the plunge. Goes somewhere around day 14-18. But I've lost loads recently anyway. Probably the stress of it all. Xx

Thank you so much, well I felt I had to go back after they put me on SSP and then the financial side of things takes its toll, it was too much to bear, so I went back last week in September and a day before my birthday. I didn't mention it was my birthday at work I just let the day go as I wasn't in the mood  if that makes sense, I felt like the new girl all over again....yes of course I'll let you know. You stay strong and same for Rambleon88 xx

Hope today went well lovely, been thinking of you xxx

Hi hun, aww thank you. Well all good, operation was a success and lymph nodes completely clear. Had a blood test so they can decide which tablet they'll give me for next 5 years, then I'll get a referral from the Christie for radiotherapy, so just to get through hun. Cried a lot, think it was happy and relieved tears. We went for a lovely lunch afterwards so been a nice afternoon since going to hospital. Hope you're OK to. Xxx

I'm so happy for you! That's really good news! Hopefully the radiotherapy will be booked in quickly and you'll be done with active hospital treatment really soon. Xxz

I'm so happy for you! That's really good news! Hopefully the radiotherapy will be booked in quickly and you'll be done with active hospital treatment really soon. Xxz

Hiya....how you doing? I'm having a rubbish night, non stop crying. Went for flu jab and the pharmacist only asked was I fit and healthy....that was it, not stopped blubbering since....xx

it's often something little that sets me off when I'm reminded about my partner. I hope you feel better after a rest. It is late and emotions tend to stay high when we need sleep. It must be really hard to have to put phrases like that into context.

How are you lovely? 
Hope your okay, sending a big digital hug to you. Xx

Hi hun, aww thank you, back to you to....I'm OK today, yesterday was rubbish, tears on and off after going for my flu jab Tuesday afternoon, pharmacist asked if I was fit and healthy...that was it, tears....I'm OK today like I said. Had a letter to, invite to a pre-radiotherapy chat at a Maggie Centre. They tell you all about radiotherapy and the side effects....great! It's in a couple of weeks. I was really hoping I'd get my appointment to start sooner rather than later but I'll just have to wait.. I think we all will have good days and bad no matter what stage we're at...how are you hun? Xxx