Breast clinic

I can’t cope waiting for my appointment on the 4th of March. I can’t function! I’m constantly checking my boobs every two minutes it’s really making me ill. I keep seeing weird marks and thinking it’s inflammatory breast cancer. I feel so so ill with it.  I had a private ultrasound prior  that said fibroadenoma but I keep thinking they’d have to biopsy at my nhs app to confirm and what if they’re wrong and the breast consultant says cancer. The irony of it all was that I was referred because the dr felt thickening skin on my right well nothing showed on that one on the ultrasound.

my fear stems from mums breast cancer scare in Dec which thankfully came back benign. I keep thinking thinking I’m dying and really frightened.