Olive85 I just got a diagnosis this week and I understand how scared you are. This is a good forum to safely say things. I’m so sorry you lost your husband do you have anyone else you can talk to? Take care

I understand your stress , a positive test does not necessarily mean you have cancer but you need to get it checked out to put your mind at rest, the waiting is very stressful it takes it out of you mentally it has me.  

Thank you for your reply ,I just feel like  I can't do anything or focus on things all I do is think the worse and cry and yes mentally draining Thank you for replying

Thank you ,I have children who have their own families and their own problems and I can't worry them with this,,I'm sorry to hear of your diagnosis, I just can't seem to function at all at the moment Thank you for your reply,,,

Thankyou,I'm just so anxious I'm thinking the worst all the time that's why I thought I would join here

Please speak to your family or friends, I can't stress how important that emotional support is when you are going through this. They love you and would want to be there for you. 

Thankyou I just don't want to worry them at the moment as they have their own lives and problems but  I need to get myself in a better place than it is at the moment,  I will wait for results  from hospital  that I had done today  I seem to have had a meltdown  this evening the tears won't stop  but thankyou for your kind reply 

You're more than welcome. I know how you feel, this is not an easy situation but this forum is a good place to speak to other people going through similar situations.

Thankyou again, it's nice to be saying how I feel at this moment I'm going to try to get some sleep I'm not holding my breath  but fingers crossed and again many thanks