Lymphoma worry

I discovered a lump in my neck in September and recently had an ultrasound scan and biopsies. I’m anxiously awaiting the results and was wondering if anyone has any coping mechanisms they can recommend?  I’ve had a call from my GP to say that there were two enlarged lymph nodes that are suspicious and I should get results and an urgent appointment within 2 weeks. I’m only 6 days in to the wait and am afraid I may go mad - I feel panic and hysteria rise up in my throat when I go out and can’t wait to be back at home where I feel safer. Can anyone relate to this and if so, how can I get through the wait without completely melting down? Thanks in advance for any tips <3

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  • No tips unfortunately, but going through the same thing which started in august/September. Pain and pressure has gradually got worse. 

    Do you have any pain with it at all?

    Like you, I am thinking the worst and freaking out, I cant take my mind off it because the feeling is always there.

  • Aw thanks for replying - I had no pain prior to the biopsies but have been having problems with my ears and balance for some time. I wasn’t too concerned until the scan and biopsy but I’m now besides myself and am struggling to act “normal” around people (which is why I think I feel safer at home). I’m very tearful and feel foolish if I break down in front of anyone as I don’t know if I have anything to cry about yet.

    Are you also waiting for biopsy results? Sending love and good luck vibes

  • Understand completely,  it's horrible, but at least we have acted on it and getting it sorted. Do you have family or a partner for support? 

    I haven't had a biopsy yet. I did go to ent on the 2 week Urgent referral but she felt my neck and thinks its reactive, but its gradually got worse over the following months with increasing pain and pressure. 

    I've seen a doctor 6 or 7 times about it and everyone has said it's probably muscular, but I just know something isn't right. I have a neck mri planned for 2 weeks time and just been referred for an ultrasound too (non urgent).

    Good luck and hang in there. 

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  • Understand completely,  it's horrible, but at least we have acted on it and getting it sorted. Do you have family or a partner for support? 

    I haven't had a biopsy yet. I did go to ent on the 2 week Urgent referral but she felt my neck and thinks its reactive, but its gradually got worse over the following months with increasing pain and pressure. 

    I've seen a doctor 6 or 7 times about it and everyone has said it's probably muscular, but I just know something isn't right. I have a neck mri planned for 2 weeks time and just been referred for an ultrasound too (non urgent).

    Good luck and hang in there. 

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