Hi all, 

Writing here because I am scared as hell. I am married in my early 40s with two sons, 2 year old and 11. long story short, around june this year my wife notice a limp on my back, being a nurse she felt it and was not too concerned because it was soft and movable. in september i had an appointment with a derma anyway booked for something else so didnt think too much. At the time derma said it feels like a lipoma but arrange an ultrasound. The within a couple of weeks, i had an mri arranged. I received a letter that i am getting referred to hospital for orthopaedic mutli discipline team  to review scans and follow up, because but ultrasound and mri did show the lump shows some sighs of the lump being a fatty lump but there are some uncertainty of its nature. This letter already sent my mind to overdrive. No one has really explained what the concerns were to me. Today i get a call to arrange a biopsy. 
im just so scared, my dad is already at late stage cancer bowel and liver going through treatment last 3 years. 
Its been a lot for me and my family. I am just so scared……..