Suspicious breast lump

Hi all, I found a lump in left breast 3 weeks ago have since been to breast clinic where I had a mammogram and then an ultrasound sound to which they found another lump (swollen lymph node) in the armpit. Had biopsies done and consultant has said they are both suspicious. Have waited a week so far and the suspense is killing me, feel like a lost sheep and my emotions are going wild. I have 3 children and I’m 42. Just wanted to to see if anyone in the same position that wants to talk? Going to chase up the breast nurse tomorrow so see if my results are back. The fact they have said they are suspicious does that mean they most likely will be?

thanks

tb x