Hi Mary,

YES! That's exactly how I feel right now. I can't concentrate on any normal everyday tasks. Work is bottom of the pile, meal planning/food shopping, washing, keeping the house tidy....all gone out of the window! I don't know how to stop this inner turmoil and worry. It's overshadowing everything! What is it you are waiting for and how long do you have to wait? 

I shall reply to both of you the the same. Thank you for understanding. I was first seen by a GP last April. I have had blood tests, FIT, colonoscopy (clear) and a CT scan, various appointments and letters. In July I had a biopsy the results of which were inconclusive. Next Tuesday I shall have another biopsy, then I shall be waiting for results. I know millions of people in the world have far worse worries, but thank you, again, for understanding my waiting world and empathising with it.

I shall reply to both of you the the same. Thank you for understanding. I was first seen by a GP last April. I have had blood tests, FIT, colonoscopy (clear) and a CT scan, various appointments and letters. In July I had a biopsy the results of which were inconclusive. Next Tuesday I shall have another biopsy, then I shall be waiting for results. I know millions of people in the world have far worse worries, but thank you, again, for understanding my waiting world and empathising with it.