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2 week wait anxiety

Kgraham88
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Hi everyone, this morning the GP found a lump in my left breast, around the size of my thumb, she has referred me to the hospital for checks and said I will get an appointment within 2 weeks. I feel bsolutely sick to my stomach, I am a mum to a 15, 12 and 5 year old, my mind is going crazy thinking I am going to die and leave them without a mum. I know how irrational that is but I can’t breathe or the panic. How on earth do we get through this 2 weeks waiting to find out what’s wrong !

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    I’ve had my biopsy and I’m in the waiting for results phase. It’s SO HARD! To begin with I was constantly in tears and planning my funeral, but after the initial shock it’s been a little easier.

    I’ve been doing a lot of meditation, walking barefoot in the garden, chanting, (Buddhist tendencies) and talking to friends. It’s helping. Keeping busy with the kids, and physically writing down my fears. I also had an appointment with my counsellor. 

    I’m also giving myself permission to freak out a bit, but only once the kids are in bed…and the last couple of nights I’ve actually been OK. 

    Can you plan in some time for yourself?

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    I truly hope the results are positive news for you! It’s absolutely the worst feeling isn’t it - the unknown, the possible outcomes if the news isn’t happy news. 

    I’m pleased you’ve managed to find ways to destress and keep yourself grounded. I am currently flitting between feeling positive and ok about it all to completely freaking out. Luckily I’ve been able to hide the freak out moments from the kids and I have some fantastic friends who are being so supportive through all of it. 

    Anxiety is in full swing this morning though as I wait for the scan!

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    I think that’s just it, the not knowing, if we knew we could plan, you know? I’m keeping everything crossed for you for today! 

  • Offline in reply to siananigans

    Update from my appt - the ‘lump” was actually a swollen milk duct that had then pushed the tissue up and given the impression of a lump. No biopsy required and instructed to wear crop tops for 6-8 weeks to let the swelling go down. Follow up in 2 months just to check it’s all healed. Cried so much with relief and then ate the biggest dinner because I hadn’t really eaten since Saturday! 

    I wish you both the best of luck for your appt and results. Please let me know how you get on x

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    That's amazing news, what a relief!!!!!!! Please tell me you're now sat with a glass of wine?!?! Xxxxx

  • Offline in reply to Hanlou82

    Haha I don’t drink but I’ve had a very large KFC, tea and cake! 

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