Hi, I'm glad you've got your appointment. Hopefully you get good news and you can enjoy your birthday. I know how you feel the worrying is awful. 

I had my breast clinic today. She felt the lump straight away and sent me for an ultrasound. They couldn't pick it up on the ultrasound even tho they could feel the lump easily, so I have to go back in 6 weeks time and if the lump is still there she is going to do a biopsy.

I was hoping I was going to get it over and done with today but now have another 6 week wait I feel really down about it.

Please let me know how you get on xx

That's tough Sophie. I would have expected them to do everything there and then.

I have a feeling that I know what is going to happen. I just feel that this is it especially as the appointment is on my birthday. 

Lost over half a stone since the weekend I just can't eat. No problems sleeping as that's a relief from the worry, but as soon as I wake up I am back to square 1. All too much to take. 

I have started googling treatments to try and prepare myself. But then sometimes feel momentarily hopeful as I don't have any other symptoms at the moment just this lump. 

On my NHS app the name of the clinic was high risk. I even called them back to ask if that meant I was high risk. They said thats just because the appointment involved radiology. So that's something I suppose. I can imagine the consultant doing a biopsy and saying they are concerned. This anxiety is terrifying x

Yeah I was expecting it all to be done today. I feel the same as you I don't know how I'm going to cope the next 6 weeks and then waiting for results after that. I can't think of anything else.

It's great you don't have any other symptoms, try and stay positive. Easier said than done I know.

My referral said for suspected breast cancer and that freaked me out seeing it in writing but apparently they refer all lumps as that.

My GP was convinced it was a cyst and I think part of me was expecting it to be that today even though I've been imagining the worst, I thought I was just overthinking it. But now I'm thinking if it was a cyst surely they would of seen it on the ultrasound. 

I know it's tough but just 1 more day to get through then hopefully Friday you have some answers xx

Hi good luck at your appointment today, I'll be thinking of you. 

Happy birthday too xx 

Miska 

happy birthday and hood luck for your appointment send big warm virtual hugs your way 

love Lara ️

Soph93 so sorry to read they couldn't find lump on ultrasound and you have to go back in 6 weeks. I hope it's actually a good sign, but know the uncertainty during the further waiting will be horrid. Much love xx

Hi thanks for your kind words. I'm trying to focus on the fact nothing bad was picked up on the scan and stay positive but I know I'll have good and bad days the next 6 weeks xx